
its not entirely trash i sympathize sm abt their backstory and its really just your typical high school miscommunication shit but Seo-in really took it seriously i reread it again from the start to see that he was such an ass to Yeongwoon through and through i mean i get where he’s coming from but that was too much i feel bad for Yeongwoon i hope Seo-in get fumbled really bad in the next chapters tho

the PLOT TWIST bro literally committed suicide every time a panel of yoonsung comes all i can say is that he’s so handsome hakyung is also very pretty im gonna cry they deserve everything i do think the part where he remembers was kinda rush i was hoping for a comfrontation or explanation on that part but its also very touching how his past self reminded the present yoonsung by the note he wrote before he committed bc it just shows how his love really showed through his resolve that hakyung is the only one for him god even the art is 10/10 everyone needs to know this masterpiece (≧∀≦)

well as soon as i saw the art i knew i was in some good and deep shit anw i read some of her works you can see me commenting there, knowing her stories i should’ve expected the ending.
For starters if anyone of you is wondering Sakura Miki is the one who dies in the first chapter with the long hair who is also the author of Utsubora with an alias Aki Fujino. They refer to her as “Aki” not because the author wanted her to be seen as Akiyama Fujiko but because the two of them, the “twins” are referred to as “Aki” which is the author that’s why it was so confusing (if u want to remember and not lose track of who is who try not to remember them using hair lengths bc at some point they switched and cut their hair/grew it)
Let’s refer the one who died Aki and the other one Akiyama. In ch. 9 we see Aki talking about her sneaking into the party w/ Mizorogi with Akiyama who hasn’t had the plastic surgery yet, and in ch. 13 you see they look identical the one with the short hair is Aki (Miki) the other one Akiyama who just took off the bandages from the surgery. Aki must have cut her hair and grew it back bc it makes no sense for her to die w long hair in the first chapters, Aki then gives the name Aki Fujino to Akiyama which then she replied with thanks Sakura, so we can confirm that im kinda right. But im baffled still with the hair but lets move on.
we all know the girls like Mizorogi well he is a fine man but the only thing he loves is his works, if he cant write, then he might as well die. That was his belief. Aki knowing this finally understood and went ahead to kill herself and calling Mizorogi before she jumped, so she could be in on his works, so she could be loved. The dialogue where she was confessing her love to Mizorogi, it was said in first POV, this really shows how the author doesn’t really like explaining but it’s so subtle that it makes you wonder what’s more to it and the next chapter it narrates with third POV which i will assume that it is Mizorogi’s real thoughts or that could be a piece of Utsubora he was writing. Nonetheless its a masterpiece. Akiyama’s intentions on killing herself i will not explain here bc i really dont understand it as much. Also the baby, in my mind i really think its Tsuji bc he took her virginity and its somewhat implied that Mizorogi is impotent as Aki was giving him a blowjob which he did not consent i believe (?) or it could be that he just couldn’t get it up, and we see them having sex with Akiyama in ch. 13 so there’s actually no way its him while he couldn’t be erect with Aki.
Anyhow its a beautiful tragedy, i couldn’t praise the art more i was already enticed by it in her work in inheritance of aroma (pls read it its similar to utsubora
“my tomorrow became you” OK WRAP IT UP WHY DONT YOU JUST SHOOT ME RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW
i was about to scream why Hanhoo was so stoic abt them being boyfriends and all until he bumped into the door he’s so funny istg i forget sometimes he’s head over heels for Chan. One thing im disappointed is with the ending WHY IS THE GRADUATION OF NAZ NOT HERE?!? i loved that kid come on it just felt so rushed and lacking
i loved the pacing, development and the amount of angst and comedy it had, it wasn’t too dramatic which i prefer but it would’ve been nicer if we got to take a peek at the other characters’ life like Starr’s career, Naz, the mystery of Mateo cuz it mostly just revolved around the two. I love Chansol he’s an angel, i wish he knew he was always been loved from the start bc of the kindness of his heart. I regret only knowing this manhwa now love love love love love (no more side stories?)
That one phrase always makes me come back to reread this again, so I can die happily again