
Minus the issue about that artist, the story's flow is so goooood. But im still having this 2nd male lead syndrome bec the main seme is still mysterious and his story is confhsing.
The issue about the artist where they keep on using pronouns are getting confusing. Who the hell is that new character, whats with the companh, whos that from the hospital. Those were kinda all over the place.

Thanks to senpai for not meddling more in tbe relationship. When he praised tomoya for still wanting to stay beside kouhei despite the odds, thats when he knew his love for kouhei is nothing compared to tomoya's. Which also shows that the senpai was in love with kouhei.
All those wasted years of being apart. If only they confessed earlier...

Badump, a word really powerful in the world of yaoi HAHAHAH
BUT HECK NOW IM CURIOUS ABOUT THEIR PAST. THERES GOT TO BE SOMETHING FOR THAT MINI FLASHBACK AND CUPID KNOWING UKE’S LOVE FOR ACTING IS NOT JUST BECAUSE OF THE CONTRACT.
ALSO, WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THE CONTRACT’S LAST NUMBER (TORN PART) WAS EITHER:
1. THEM FORGETTING EACH OTHER ONCE CONTRACT FINISHES
2. THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO FALL FOR ONE ANOTHER OR ELSE SOMEONE WILL DIE ((BUT HEY NO TRAGEDY TAG SO ILL BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF YAOI))

This is definitely a bl version of scarlet heart ryeo.
Iu being the uke, crown prince as jiang and the brother who took care of IU until her death is dr ai.
Iu loved the crown prince till the end like how uke loved jiang even if he learned to accept dr ai. And it felt sad when at the last chapter when uke breathed his last breath, the memory he said is still about jiang (school memories) even if he is with dr ai. But dr ai couldnt care anymore. He was the last person to be with the uke.
I was just shocked that dr ai lied and said uke is dead on winter then the last scene is definitely one after winter is over.
And also I felt bad for jiang. I know he has been a trash but from the letter, we can see how much he regretted everything. Too bad coz everything is too late.
Uke took both their hearts to his grave.
Lesson people. Money cant buy happiness. Sure it will give u temporary pleasure but it wont comfort you when everything else turn its back on you. So value the people and the memories while u still can.

Also cant stop playing fuyu no hanashi on my head. The song is somehow related. Mafuyu is jiang singing about the death of his lover. May not be fully similar situation but based from what I believed in, both mafuyu and jiang are the triggers to the death of the characfers. So the song really relates to the story as well.
There are slow smut scenes that drags forever that makes me drop a story but helllll, i could never get enough of these two. The slow pacing is perfect and i couldn't get enough.