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Maat is the only upright god, definitely because she's holding the absolute justice.

I dont undestand how ppl romanticize shitty seme and forget their fucking wrong doings in exchange of short good deeds. The seme should rot in jail.

They didn't show how the seme ruined the uke's piano (which was a sentimental gift from the uke'smother).

Taeyoon the manipulative sadboi

Chapter 97 is out in lezhin

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"MY" opinion after skimming the "Black Lotus"

Black Lotus is worse than Killing Stalking--- I don't know what the author is thinking, and it's undeniable that he/she is a good writter. Anyway, I'll be talking about the story itself and not the author.

Sure Killing Stalking's MC had done terrible crimes (murder, abduction, sexual, and physical harassment) and not to mention numerous mental disturbances. But let's not also forget that the MC is suffering from mental disorder, but ofc it does not justify his crimes.

Meanwhile, "Black Lotus" (GAH! I can't even fathom both the MCs). The seme has a healthy mental condition, other than having his memories "temporarily" vanished---Here goes, MCs are married or so they are in paper. The seme physically and mentally abused the uke due to false accusation and unreasonable things. Broke the piano that his(uke) dead mother left him. The seme also publicly humiliate the uke and locked him up. And let me ephasize how he beats the uke countless times and treated him worse than shit that he ended up with broken bones, mentally traumatized, and suffer stomach illness (hemorrhage, that almost caused his death). What I really hate is that people around the uke never bothered reporting it to the seme's mother nor both of their parents want them to divorce, they all just turned a blind eye (the reason? Seme's family is elite of elites, that's why no one bothers). They took advantage of the uke's "kindness" (more like inferiority complex, lmao the uke is meeting with a mental therapist. Yet the doctor never made advice and take action to fix the uke's character).

Lastly, the reason why I compared it to killing stalking is because I think KS author made a right decision of not making the MCs live together, hence comes the death of Sangwoo.
Like who would want to live with their perpetrators, right? I hate it the most that they end up together(black lotus mc). Will the uke still be able to live normally in the future with the guy who beats him to death(both mentally and physically)? Will the uke be able to just forget everything?

PS, for those who read the entire novel and did not skim it just like what I did. Please let me know your opinions as well. I just can't read the whole thing, it's mentally exhausting.

I don't particularly like to victim blame, but fuck. The uke is miserably fucking dumb. Not he only experience trauma, but he literally just let his husband be with its mistress (not to mention in their house). I understand that he love the seme so much, but i just hate how freaking fucking low he thinks of himself. He had the shitiest character after the seme. Who would let someone to broke the only thing your dead mom left you. But I neither that I hate the story, the fact that I'm infuriated just proves how the author can play with the readers emotion and thoughts. Anyway I still fucking hate the seme and the uke.


The only healthy character here is the third party seme. Which I believed the uke would never think of romantically.


I raise my middle finger to both the mc.

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It's somewhere in chapter 42-43 i guess

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