
I really hated how the sexual abuse was brought up by the photographer ! Like what do you mean he makes you feel like you want to do things to him ? and the top thinking of other times it kinda happened, idk if it was the way it was translated form japansese to english but it felt like it was his fault ??? Like his aura (idk what else) made him a target for that. Very weird, and the i've forgiven him ? and the other friends ? bitch what

I knew re reading this now after so many years could feel weird, bc different times! well i still like it just as much, i still love Shunpei ! I feel like he was so well written, their bodies actually look like teens not actual adults like BL of today (it sounds weird when i say that but i was a teen myself when i read that back then and i loved that detail), and i still had a bit of a hard time with Fumi being a bit forceful in a way that he needed Shunpei to be quick with his feelings when he just came to terms with the fact that he was bi pretty much. Anyway, still love this! Not as much as before i guess, cause i've grown up obviously, it's been 10 years lol
maybe just maybe it's time to resolve that huge ass misunderstanding and start communicating lmao