I really hated how the sexual abuse was brought up by the photographer ! Like what do you mean he makes you feel like you want to do things to him ? and the top thinking of other times it kinda happened, idk if it was the way it was translated form japansese to english but it felt like it was his fault ??? Like his aura (idk what else) made him a target for that. Very weird, and the i've forgiven him ? and the other friends ? bitch what











I haven't read such a good but annoying and frustrating and heart wreanching bl like this in a while. I usually stay away from dark stuff like that, i could feel the vibe from the start but i ignored the signs cause it was cute and fun until it wasn't. O M G his escaping was litlerally for nothing ! Usually you escape for a New life or a better one but this ??? So fucking sad and him getting involved with that sicko for around 6 years is killing me bc how many times did he grape him good god