
that sort of bdsm is not consensual at all... Yubin expressly said he doesn't like it but Ginu went ahead just to satisfy his "awakened dangerous desires"... and lying about the condom is not cool at all...
also, there's no progress at all in this... at least in Lover Boy there's some progress in the plot, but here, it's just sex... is this just about exploring their sex life? cause if it is, then i'm out... ( ̄へ ̄)

i hope this is a turning point in the story, where yubin is like, 'woah, maybe i need to back the eff up from this situation, because ginu is scaring me. he's not listening to me, doing things without my consent, etc.' cos let me tell you, if that doesn't happen, idk if i can go on with this story either. ginu is supposed to be in love with him (as we've seen from a childhood flashback, and even though he had to suppress it due to his mom), but right now, this isn't love. it's a desire to control, and it pisses me off. controlling people who claim love are the worst...i'd know, i've been there.

i'm not complaining though... (▰˘◡˘▰)
hmmm... although i know Eunho is getting impatient and wanted to know Jaeha's feelings (believe me, I do too), but I'm happy right now that at least physically, Jaeha responds to Eunho and seems to care about him... it was a good thing that Jaeha didn't dump Eunho when the sex friend came and warned Jaeha, it shows he's slowly warming up... and talking about Hyeseon (the ex-wife) like that is actually a leap in their relationship... i don't know if suddenly pressuring Jaeha like that would be a good thing because it might cause things to be awkward, especially now that Eunho is going to be busy at school... it might cause some rift between them and the sex friend might come and take advantage of that! ugh, i'm getting anxious again...
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the happy ever after is still quite far... I kind of dislike Jaeha but I liked how he called out Hanjun for being meddlesome and how he answered Eunho's call last time they were having sex...
and oh please Hanjun, you had a lot of years to try and be Jaeha's lover but you settled for being a fuckbuddy and now you try to mess things up just because you see someone getting close to Jaeha... we all know you don't care about Eunho's wellbeing so don't spout words like "you'll only going to hurt him"... you and Jaeha already hurt Eunho quite a lot... deliberately or not...
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So truee! Pretty sure he just wants to ruin Jaeha and Eunho's relationship so they could go back to being fuckbuddies. I mean come on, he didn't look THAT upset when he found out that the two were already sleeping together and instead of even congratulating him and and wishing him luck on the relationship he actually says "call me whenever you feel lonely" like he's so sure the relationship between Eunho and Hyung won't work out and he'll eventually come running back to Hanjun. Felt like he just treated Hyung as his possesion not really loving him and is just really feeling sour because someone else took his toy away.
I mean, honestly, if you really loved the guy, I don't think you'd be satisfied with just being FWB for years. Well, I'm not saying he should've gone out and be persistent like Eunho, because I am sure Jaeha is still stubborn when it comes to confessions and whatnot but he was the first man Hyung accepted, even if its just sexually, I'm sure Hanjun could've made progress with the relationship from there if he wanted to but he didn't. This sucks too because I actually liked Hanjun in the beginning and thought that maybe there was more to him, turns out he was just a really possessive fuckbuddy. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Yousuke was really strong... he held that in pretty well... if I were the one saying those things, I probably would have been too choked up and fast forwarded to that "Sayonara Senpai" just to end it all... i'm just reading them and my tears and snot are all over my face and my chest feels so tight i can't even say a word... ╥﹏╥
the only good thing here is that the point of view is from senpai, so we know that he also likes Yousuke...and down the line there could be a happy ending... but, imagine this entire chapter being on Yousuke's POV and we see everything on his mind during that dinner and that breakup scene... it would probably hurt even more.... ╥﹏╥

I thought it was just heatstroke? he was just sitting under the tree! how did he even get a scar that big?? and also, he's a fucking psychopath, that cousin...
(╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
Also, i'm not sure if it was because of the translation, but everything Bane said in the last chapter doesn't sit well with me... I didn't get any feeling of empathy or sympathy or that he was trying to make Aki rely on him... all I got was him trying to pick a fight and tell Aki he pisses him off... ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

i was hoping they're going to give us the happy ending in chapter 9 and just some lovey dovey moments in the 9.5... but noooooo... we have to wait for another volume before it ends!!! arrrgggghhh
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anyway, thanks to the translators for finishing this volume... i thought this was dropped because it took a really long time to update... and i hope they continue with the next volume! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
just when i thought that Norio and Kunimasa are going to be finally together, this happens again!! This stupid Kunimasa, breaking Norio's heart over and over again! if I were in Norio's shoes, i would really give him up and look for someone else... i'm getting pissed with Kunimasa's one step forward and a hundred steps back attitude... Norio was so pitiful crying all the time!
also, although we see Yonekuni's POV here, and we know he cares for Fujiwara, he's also failing to show it, thus, constantly hurting him too... these brothers are both a pain in the ass! i'm going inside this manga and beat some sense into them! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
True!! It's so frustrating ( ̄∇ ̄")
Hey I'm coming with you. Those bastards need a lesson on how to open there eyes and hearts to others, and stop hurting the one you love. Damn them.