thelifeofpi's Topics (355)

People are saying they feel sick after reading the manga or watching the anime, but this is too close to reality. The innocent one usually does get cast aside while the opportunist scums get all the glory.
And I also like to save my rage for BL lol

Yeah it may be close to reality but at least a scum of society gets at least a little of what they deserved... there is karma, you see... but here, the vilest of all characters gets everything good and no consequence, which i really, really hated... and i don't know where the author wants the story to go and i'm so fed up with it that i'm dropping it... i started reading it after watching the available episodes of the anime hoping there's some saving grace but there wasn't, and only made me hate it even more...

oh anyway, hello to a fellow fujoshi (i assumed you're female)...(▰˘◡˘▰)

It says final chapter on the last page so atleast read the end Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

I think they were sleeping on the floor

I think that was a futon, not a bed

Let's say, 1 month - 3 months

normally they dont have much more than 15 pages, and recently iT has become less since the author was able to official publish her work (๑•ㅂ•)و✧, about the updates i have no~idea if it has a specific time to upload (cant help you with that) and the manga is quite popular yes, BECAUSE ITS FREAKING AMAZING, and shirotani is the most fluffy and cute and hurt~person ever, and i love him muahahahaha ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ (im so sorry you had to read this, hope it helps at least a little bit bye)(≧∀≦)

Me too! And it seems like Miyabi is already starting to feel something (≧∀≦) Ahhh I hate slow burn lol

here here ヾ(☆▽☆)

Personally, I do think he loves Eunha, he just is a stubborn ass that won't admit it or let himself believe it (which of course he then projects as not being love). Look how strongly he came onto Eunha, and yeah - part of it was to test Eunha, but I also think it was a test for himself. I felt like his question was double-edged ("Can you even have sex with me?", in his particular case, also works as "Can I really have sex with you?" 'Can I get past this mental block that sees your younger face and hears your childish voice.')
The funky thing I've been noticing about Jaeha is he inwardly rejects Eunha's feelings but he let him kiss him in the studio without stepping back or shoving him away.
He's been having internal arguments with himself over his feelings for Eunha; he acknowledges that he can't get him out of his head, but I think the biggest thing that was stopping him was the fact he could not get younger Eunha out of his mind's eye, so it always made him feel weird to parallel Eunha's confessions to when he was younger. Perhaps having sex with him will help remove that image (even though he did say his face didn't change much lol) and replace it with the mature one? Unlikely, but the arc title is fitting (point of no return).

I thought that "sex" friend was behaving very peculiarly in chapter 14. He acted very...not interested (I'm assuming that's the first time Jaeha saw him since he told him not to come to the studio again when Eunha walked in on them).
He got a little aggressive and possessive with Jaeha, especially during and after that call. We dunno how he treated him after he told him they weren't done yet, but I think this is a sign or a queue that we need to note that this friend still has strong lingering feelings towards Jaeha that are going to interfere sooner or later. A much, much, less likely theory I have is that he may or may not also have some sort of past or present relationship with the ex-wife; I mean, I don't think so but I could be wrong either way!

wow that was a long reply! (≧∀≦)

i kinda agree with you on Jaeha's feelings... although, based on his facial expressions, he looks like he doesn't care (which maybe just the fault of the author)... when Eunho kissed him, he actually doesn't have much of a reaction... but i hope that after that sex, things become clear and Eunho doesn't get his heart broken again...

but i am really curious why Jaeha got married when he knows he was gay very early in life... and what made him realize he was actually gay... was it because of Eunho? and i also wonder how and why he remains sex friends with the other guy and haven't already been dating...

on your theory, god i hope that that sex friend didn't have any relationship with his ex-wife... that would be a sick love triangle... lol

I know I'm sorry!!! (this one turned out a little thick too... (￣∇￣"))

Hmm, honestly the narrative continues to suggest that Jaeha is bisexual rather than gay; I don't think gender matters to him. We keep being reminded that he really loved/loves his ex-wife, but we also know that he dated that sex-friend in the past for who-knows-how-long. Their relationship must have ended well enough for them to comfortably do this with each other now. My theory as to why they haven't bothered to just start dating again is because Jaeha is always wearing that beacon on his hand telling everyone he isn't ready for another relationship yet. Actually, this makes more sense considering the timeline of events, as well.
When Jaeha reunited with Eunho, he told him it'd been 2 months since the divorce. In chapter 12, we learn it's only been 2 months since they reunited. On the same day Eunho tells us it's been two months, he also tells us that it was "the last normal day before he met Jaeha again" and that it's "almost Christmas." That was the same night that Jaeha went and had drunk-sex with his friend, making Christmas Eve (and their first romp together) the very next day...ehhhh....
It's kinda weird to think about with the timeline because soo much is happening in a small period of time. They're telling us it's only been 4 months since he got divorced, and we still don't even know why they divorced in the first place. I feel like something had to have happened to make Jaeha this unstable about his relationship with his ex-wife and I wanna know what dangit!

I hate love triangles soo much lol I feel like we're getting one no matter what.
PROTECT EUNHO THE PRECIOUS SMOL BEAN

I wanna make a revision of my former reply...

First that I don't think it was ever confirmed that Jaeha dated his lover (sex-friend), so they were only having a fling before as well eh!? (I'm still absorbing new information about all this lol)

Someone else brought to light to me a perspective on Jaeha's relationsihp with his ex-wife that I hadn't even considered before (which makes all the more sense if he rlly isn't bi [and even explains why he didn't date his lover before he was married])
I'm gonna copy/paste it because they worded it way better than I could.

--- "I have inferred from the very beginning that Eunho's innocent and consistent adoration actually made a very deep impression on Jaeha since they were children, and I even suspected that Jaeha reciprocated subconsciously, but that he built all those walls because he felt conflicted about his homosexuality and/or his guilt for actually feeling "things" for Eunho. I think that's the reason why he got married, as a sort of defense mechanism to fight against himself. I mean, no wonder his marriage failed, because he really didn't love his wife, at least not in a sexual romantic way, and the angst over his failed marriage is not so much that he misses her, but that he feels like a failure for not being able to suppress his "base" instincts; and that's the symbolism of wearing the ring, it serves as his limiter, as the thing that stops him from coming out completely and giving up on conforming to society's expectations; and when Eunho comes back into his life, it makes him even more anxious because he re-ignites all those guilty feelings and forces Jaeha to face himself, to be honest with himself, which he hasn't done yet :/ and that is one of the reasons he is so harsh with Eunho." ---

ANYWAY, now I just have more questions lol! I hope we find out in the coming chapters!!

hi! we're having a really deep conversation about this.. i'm so happy...(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

yeah, there was no confirmation on the relationship with the sex friend... and we haven't gotten to the part where they flashback into their past so we can't make sense of it all... i am also confused about the timing... i felt like it was a long time since the divorce...

anyway...

i also suspect that Eunho was a big part of the reason Jaeha is gay now (or bi, we don't really know)... but you see, i don't think he's not that confused over his own sexuality... i don't know... he doesn't seem (at least to me) conflicted or guilty over seeing or having a physical relationship with that sex friend... so i'm really confused on what Jaeha was really thinking about...

it's probably because I am impatient to know what's gonna happen so I wanted a real discussion on this... but our questions will be answered eventually anyway... we just need to wait on the releases... i hope i can read korean but i don't so i don't read the raws and so it frustrates me a lot... i really wanted to know how Jaeha feels and whether Eunho will get his heart broken again...

anyway thank you Fallust for having a great discussion with me... let's look forward on the next chapter release! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧