
I see it as a way that he didn't want to hurt Matthew directly by accepting it. Even if it was true
Baby Matt asking innocently :"Jin, do you sleep with a lot of people? How many people did you sleep with?"
Jin who doesn't want to hurt him by accepting: "do you count the grain while eating the rice *smirk"
Even if Matthew undertood, it hurts less when he said it that way. I mean he said it indirectly rather than just saying "YES i sleep with a lot of people", i guess that what Matthew thinks about him is important, I mean he wouldn't care if it was someone else *wink wink

That pink haired bitch is just mentally ill. You don't deserve to be near Doo-joon but in a mental. I thought that the dad lied to her and that's why she is still hoping for Doo-joon but no. Keep in your jelly brain that he is already married and he never loved you. He will never love you, and he never intended to marry you. So stop with your fantasy and with your illusion that he "would've married you if it was not for that woman". And bitch what. You really think that the FL slept with another man and got pregnant just to trick Doo-joom but let me tell you that the first man that took fucking virginity is DOO-JOON SO stop being so stupid in thinking that he will come to take you or that you will both stay in a cute house being lovey dovey.

Actually I kind of understand him because I guess all his life, he was always being used as a way to earn money or to satisfy sexual desire of his ex. When his co-worker said he always dated "trash people", it means that he never met someone like Nakyum. So he is reluctant and will never be able to change easily because he is used to giving, he is a giver so accepting things from the uke like affection, blowjob or things like that will be difficult because in his mind it will always be " I am the giver , I am the one helping him so receiving is not necessary ".

This makes the story interesting. The seme being a mystery, being able to keep a poker face and being Emotionless like not showing any weakness or love at all. I mean it's the best because this is the first time that I've being unable to find out how a seme is. Let's agree that it would've been boring if everything was predictable

Spoileeeeer.
So the hot guy will want to fuck Choa. And that bitc- sorry and the uke cries recalling what the red haired guy did. So the hot guy told him to suck him then. Choa acceptes and sucked him. And if I remember well, I think but I'm not sure if he also fingered him?
Yeah so the blue eyed guy is teamed with the red haired guy but the red hair kneeled in front of him so I guess he is more powerful.
Choa also blushes whenever the hot guy pats his head or talk to him which fucking angers me because he doesn't even try to resist a little when there are things like that but just accept.

Yeah lol , here https://boylove.cc/home/book/capter/id/43041
They are made of 80% leg water and the rest are their other body members. #-.-)