
So I've been putting this off for a long time but I wasn't in the right mental state to read this (based on some of the snippets I saw on twitter). Now that I've read it, it's not that bad as it's talked about. Not a fan of the ending, many rough edges.. feels rushed tbh. I honestly thought he'll cross the river at the end but ended up surviving, which is good because no one deserves a life cut short.
I like the play of the mind, so twisted, so cruel yet so vulnerable. The obsession and possessiveness is blinding. It's definitely a pot of everything red but with added sugar.
Won't recommend to soft readers that's hoping for an angst redemption (wife chasing crematorium) because I see none.
Would love to see some extras with some character development of both uke and seme ^^

Leaving the body proportions aside.. the seme was such an arsehole with the uke. He did and said some pretty messed up things but was forgiven so easily? Like? Not even a chapter of him redeeming even a little? The brother was annoying as it is but he did brought up some issues that uke and seme really needed to work on but was glazed by like it was no biggie?!

Wah? That's it? What a bittersweet ending. Glad that the ex at least understood at least that he's not Uke's ocean even if he forces himself to be. Maybe ex boyfriend loved him at the beginning and his intentions were solely for the good of uke but as time passed by, it turned into unhealthy obsession that slowly destroyed the both of them in different ways. Happy uke finally got to be with the one he loves. People may disagree with me on this but Seme didn't really stand out for me. He was there, he performed his role well but he didn't shine? The flashback romantic tragedy stood out more.. even the personalities of Uke and shitty ex boyfriend made a more lasting impact to me. Anyways, that's just my opinion. I enjoyed reading it and it's not too bad to end this way.

"I feel like f***ing shit" AS YOU SHOULD BRO!!! AS YOU SHOULD!!!
GIMME MY SWEET WIFE CHASING CREMATORIUM ༎‿༎ The character development is going to be chef's kiss (or at least that's what I'm expecting) Feel the pain and regret and be a better man for the one you love and the one that loves you! Kim Dan, hang in there.. be strong and don't give in easily loveeeee...! LET HIM WORK!
THE ENDING WAS F*CKING POETIC!!! It started with the sea and ended with the sea!! From desperation of failing to stay alive to freaking realisation that LIFE can sometimes be worth living for the one that loves you more than you love yourself. The character development was just beautiful~ Can't wait for the side stories with the baby (ʃƪ^3^)