THE ENDING WAS F*CKING POETIC!!! It started with the sea and ended with the sea!! From desperation of failing to stay alive to freaking realisation that LIFE can sometimes be worth living for the one that loves you more than you love yourself. The character development was just beautiful~ Can't wait for the side stories with the baby (ʃƪ^3^)
So I've been putting this off for a long time but I wasn't in the right mental state to read this (based on some of the snippets I saw on twitter). Now that I've read it, it's not that bad as it's talked about. Not a fan of the ending, many rough edges.. feels rushed tbh. I honestly thought he'll cross the river at the end but ended up surviving, which is good because no one deserves a life cut short.
I like the play of the mind, so twisted, so cruel yet so vulnerable. The obsession and possessiveness is blinding. It's definitely a pot of everything red but with added sugar.
Won't recommend to soft readers that's hoping for an angst redemption (wife chasing crematorium) because I see none.
Would love to see some extras with some character development of both uke and seme ^^






May Juho find his own happiness!!! T^T