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I know what u mean
But I'm like jaeha unfortunately
It is not easy to take or deliver what u want or open up , it is so hard to open up,

yeh it's the same for me. people expect you to be able to talk what is in your mind but u just cant open your mouth to say it and because of this, i have created a distance with surrounding people.

Me tooo me tooo

Dark, but probably true. Especially when he viewed his military service as a means to escape his reality. That doesn't mean he hasn't hurt people though as a result of his insecurity, Hanjun and Eunho had at least a decade of being harmed by Jaeha, then his relationship with his wife wasn't exactly authentic either and was motivated due to the homophobic bullying experienced at university and his own self hate. Eunho is pretty "damaged" too considering he is basically obsessed with his childhood friend. Hanjun is probably the most balanced character out of the MC's so at least it looks like he has gotten some sort of peace and closure, away from toxic unfulfilled relationship with Jaeha.

Nope he won’t
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They get back together and fuck

That’s why I dislike Jaeha’s personality
Hey extremely irresponsible and wants people to just chase after him,he uses people to feel better and then throws them away when he doesn’t want them anymore
People r sex and comfort tools o him
And he might feel a bit guilty,but definitely won’t stop repeating mistakes ( his relationships )
Honestly if he wasn’t feeling a bit guilty, I’d definitely call him a sociopath

*he’s
Lol I made a mistake in the beginning of the sentence

I think the story would’ve been MUCH more twisted if he was an actual sociopath and everything happened till now and all his bad experiences and everything was an act and another twisted background which caused him to be a sociopath and made Eunho look like the jerk
Lol it’s not true fortunately,but I think it’d be so cool if something like this happened

it a little bit too much to judge like that. yeas he left people, yeas he run away by using sexual pleasure, that by the way the first guy know and he was clear with him that he only wants sexual pleasure from that. he didn't trick anyone, his wife left him cause of the all mass he was blackmail by his friend, and while I do claim that cheating is wrong, by this point I think he did it to run away from his problams and self denial. it actually very human and easy to run away, we run away by reading manga's too.
has for the break up he did, again I think he did it cause of how he feel he is no worth enough to be loved by someone. after all his parents never love him for who he is, so he only follow what he learn and know, not to be loved for real. I don't think he ask the guy to follow him, it's the blond guy decision to do so!
yeas it's not the most healthy in the world, then again self daniel is not healthy at all by itsulf if you have it for too long. and in this case, the MC was self daniel for years!!

That’s true
But I can’t blame Eunho either
He acts like an idiot
He’s the clingiest seme i’ve every seen
And he acts like a child
But we can’t deny that Jaeha hurt him too ( and also his ex partner)
He knew Eunho loves him,but he abused the situation by making him his sex toy (because one wasn’t wrong )
There’s nothing wrong with just running away ( It IS a problem but right now I’m not talking about that ) but harming other people because of that is a bit selfish
What I don’t like about him is that he exactly knew what he was doing and yet,he repeated mistakes
I’m not justifying Eunho,but I think Jaeha owes him something
When I think about Eunho’s situation I can’t help feeling bad for him
I know Jaeha doesn’t have to love him back,but at least he could stop playing around with him and showed a bit more resistance
And despite knowing the fact Eunho has been in love with him for years,he didn’t see him worthy enough to at least be honest with
I don’t know
Thinking about the whole story makes me sad

He hasn't "tricked" anyone but you could understand how the wife, Hanjun and Eunho could be feeling used by Jaeha. Jaeha's self denial over being gay is obvious, but that still doesn't justify stringing Hanjun along for over a decade rather than just putting up a clear boundary either he wants to be in a relationship or he doesn't. Eunho who has known Jaeha since they were kids knows of his background so is more willing to press him. He has shown his frustrations about Jaeha's behaviour and is forcing him to confront such emotions by himself. Can Jaeha ever be happy and content with himself, who knows but this series if anything has highlighted how such behaviour can damage others too.

I do agree about the wife, but I think she move on and she now happy. so yeas, it turn out for the best for her much more then our MC. I actually feel more sorry for the MC then the wife, cause she could leave and find someone else and be happy. she isn't in self denial for years like him, yeas she got hurt from him, but in life it happen. you will get hurt from people, and this is why she left him. she did good!
that what I like about this series, it show how damage self denial is and how much hurmful it is. has for Hanjun, I think he know he only was sex friend, it wasn't any sacret. they start has only sex friends and kept going like this. the MC wasn't been clear cause he didn't know what he wants himself, he the one who run away remember? XD yeas he can by annoying by mislaeding sometimes, but I think in a way Hanjun did know the MC never love him for real. he did enjoy their sex, but I don't think he show much of reaction to him like he show to the other blond.

Agree, the ex wife and Hanjun are the most resilient characters but in away this enabled Jaeha. Jaeha's relationship with Eunho made him aware of the consequences of his behaviour and in the next few chapters I would imagine he is basically forced to confront his denial. Ultimately the one being hurt the most is Jaeha himself.