
mokhwa being 'dense' may also be because of his upbringing (its been a while since ive read the recent chapters so i could be wrong) due to that, maybe hes having a hard time recognizing what 'love' even is, he cant trust people, and the only thing he knows is violence and to kill or be killed, plus the person who raped him multiple times, who degraded him, looked down on him for being who he became, suddenly (in mokhwa's point of view) had a 360 spin and says he likes him, of course mokwa would be confused.
mokhwa may be denser than the inner core of the earth but you have to understand his character, have yall not been reading his inner monologue? saying he likes mokhwa does not erase what he has done, and all of the things hes been doing is not enough, let mokhwa be the dense motherfucker he is and let him figure out his feelings on his own, and let nakwon bend over backwards to make mokhwa love him, cause we all know at the end of the story, they will still be together
thanks for listening to my ted talk, hope this helps!

I agree with you and I like that Mokwa is dense it’s kinda cute and I love how they don’t just gloss over the rape and skip right to them being in love and happy like what is customary in yaoi, I like that mokwa isn’t making things easy for Nakwon. He needs to earn every ounce of forgiveness he gets from Mokwa and I really hate how bl authors never dwell on the healing process when the relationships start out toxic af

if you dont know how to mix romance with action or any other genre, stick to one. i shouldnt have trusted those tiktok recos, the action was nice, good even, but the romance fell off, they had no chemistry at all (ik its a slow burn, but it still felt luckluster to me) the main character is a pushover as he said himself and a stupid one when it comes to romance, he was so badass dealing with the people they took in, but like a dog with its tail behind his legs when it comes to the main lead, the main lead was a red flag too, he does the bare minimum nd everybody cheers, sigghhhhh

from what i understand, the two guys who did not have sex with seonghyun when he was in heat was the blonde one and the chef, cha gunwoo was the first and then came jaeyi (the gray/white haired guy) and in the raws jaeyi is the father, what i dont understand is why it wasnt cha gunwoo? is it because his sperm did not win the race with jaeyi's sperm? (lmao wtf am i talking about) so yeah i also think jaeyi liked seonghyun from the beginning in their school days
edit : this could all have been solved cause it was jaeyi and the blonde who kinda knew what really happened (not sure tho)
poorly executed of the mentall illness, also get that ugly ass striped plaid shirt away
if u want another story with the d.i.d system, read this one : https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/adam_no_rokkotsu/
it may not be the best, but it has well executed on how u should deal with a person who has d.i.d, the uploaders also did a great job on explaning things on each chapter