
It was so hard getting over the first few pages. J actually dropped it for a while and ended up picking it up again tho it took me awhile to read the self harm abd suicide chapters. I thought if it had a cut art style then maybe it wouldn't trigger me but it did, so it was hard but I'm extremely happy that i continued it!

This made me realize how normal and basic my mind is. No matter how much I try to understand i will never ry be able to truly absorb every single information. Everything appears vague and strange in my eyes yet they appear to have meaning to other people. Wow this is truly an a masterpiece, the things it makes me feel are not like how other horror's make me feel, it not only invokes fear, i also feel curious and unsettled but at the same time i want more, despite the negative effects they have on my mentality
Fucking stupid