This has been wholesome in so long that I was actually taken aback by how the story seems to be delving into the dark parts, but this time it's exploring it in a more psychological way? Because back at the earlier chapters, it honestly just felt like a fetish manga but now it's like going into the depths of his trauma and it's resulting thoughts and behavior. Very interesting turn in my opinion. Although I do wonder if the author originally planned the story to become deeper or if it was really just initially a messed up non con sadistic thing.
I think it was mentioned that his personality was affected by some trauma. Also his desires if I remember correctly. Gotta reread to find that but yea I agree it's interesting.
ep 67 is where Taka starts explaining his "backstory" and it goes on quite a few eps :D
In ep 72 Yu claims that Taka is cured now that he can have sex normally with Yu, but Taka tells him how it's still there and he would still like to do those things (without the harrasment tho). And in ep 107-108 Taka has BDSM fantasy about Yu.
lol I've re-read em chapters few too many times :'D
It was explained a bit later in the story. I guess around halfway from where we are now. By earlier chapters, I meant around the first 30 or so chapters.
First 30 chapters Taka is a virgin still so he is still harassing Yu. I don't think Taka talks that much about his inclination back then other than that he can't get off if he isn't harassing someone. （￣へ￣）
Yep. Back then I had no idea they would become a very cute couple because of how much I just felt bad for Yu. Blud was getting assaulted regularly
Yes see I wasn't imagining stuff xD for a moment I thought these never happened
I'm a bit glad that they didn't drag the part where he has to pretend that he's not the jaewoo that they know but that was actually too fast. Also, now that the fuckass mujin already knows, I have a feeling that the situation from before jaewoo died would return and that's just tiring to go back to. I hope I'm wrong.
So cute. And on another note, I must say, this is the first time I read a BL manga that actually called a pedophile, well, a pedophile. Especially with how Hisashi's first relationship was with a teacher, I thought, "oh no not this shit again" but when they broke up and he called out how the guy was a disgusting pedophile who preys on children, I was actually surprised.
Even in an alternate universe MC's life is shitty kinda wish we had side chapters of the characters being happy but what we were given is this historical fantasy AU that starts off with the MC almost getting raped
I'm a bit scared at how cute and sweet things are right now. I'm about a hundred percent sure something bad is about to happen given how positive everything is.
im really curious if the story will address him being another person's body again in a brighter light. because he's kind of just stealing someone else's life
Yeah that was what I've been thinking too! I feel like the body's original owner's soul is still around.
So I dropped this at around chapter 30 something because it was getting stressful to read. Someone pls tell me if things got better. Is the actor guy still abusive to the manager and is the manager still a pushover? If it's still the same I think I'm going to permanently drop this
Nope it doesn’t get better (i read the novel) a lot of terrible shit happens because of woo yeon and the mc kind of learns to accept and love him regardless of how shitty he is (wow, so surprising lmao), so I recommend dropping it to save the anger woo yeon causes h
Thanks for this I saw the cover changed and thought, "oh, did things get better between them". Guess it's time to remove this from my reading list.
I've been debating on if I should even continue reading this, I've only heard bad things about what happens in future chapters and I can't stand the seme already. Don't know if I can handle seeing the mc get hurt over and over again.
Thank you very much for your comment, I was going to ask the same. I stopped this story when it got too out of hand. Well, judging by the comments, it's not getting any better... disappointed...
Koyama is honestly such a good guy I don't think Hira deserves him. If Hira is going to be with someone, he needs to be with a therapist I believe. His obsessive feelings for Kiyoi isn't healthy but then again Kiyoi himself seems like a toxic person too. Who knows maybe two reds make green.
1000% agree
Therapy just doesn't exist in these stories do they? Honestly even Yu needs therapy given how he obviously has some trauma with how Takamada previously abused him...