
I really love the way the relationship was portrayed. It was mostly smut and fantasy at that, but somehow it was one of the most realistic relationships i have ever seen in manga (including the straight ones). It always clicked me wrong the way they treated each other, like they weren't really lovers, however in this 6 chapters i felt their love much more that in an 80 chaptered manga.
Like, i have been in a lot of relationships, have experienced many things, so as i got older mangas kind of felt so plastic, forced even.
I adore this manga okay. The way they can't stop kissing, the way the relationship is equal, how casually they started, how they can't keep their hands off each other, i just love it bc that's how it is to be in a relationship. They have penetrative sex, yes, but it has a build up. You make out, you start small, and even after the big step, you still find a lot of pleasure in just making out and other forms of sex, and somehow this manga managed to convey that? Gotta love the author. ALSO, how they say they love each other, what they like about each, other, this was a really healthy and communicative relationship. You can do really hot manga without all the toxic tropes!!!
AM I OVERANALYZING A SMUT YAOI? YES, BUT IT MADE ME FEEL SO SAFE FOR SOME REASON?? anyways, thanks for coming to my tedtalk.

4 am rant:
I actually really really liked this story!
However, I do think it's for more mature audiences, like people who have experienced university and relationships. I know that if I had read this while I was younger I would be very unsatisfied rn.
I can actually even see this happening to people Im close with, the way there isn't a climax or a well defined problem. Life is like that, you don't always apologize after a fight or when things are awkward (like Sangho and his brother). I actually saw a lot of comments saying that they would have liked a climax in their relationship, but that doesn't really happen irl. It's slower, you have a little fight, you keep going, eventually you talk lighty about it. Like it's obvious that they both care for each other, and that the brother isn't harshly judging him, just a tad confused bc he thought he knew his brother.
The relationship between Seungho and Hakdo is very cute. They are there for each other. And i actually think that when his friend left he managed to close a cicle
Like, yes, he will always love him, but in a way that you love someone who has spent 10 years with you. Not really like a friend, not like family, not in a sexual way, just love him. I think thats what they were trying to hint about towards the end. Like how Seungho is the person he learns to love. Love is something you work for in a relationship, not a thing that comes easy at all like all these other manhwas/mangas portray. You find a person you are comfortable with and atractred to, and yes, you can like them a lot, but you have to work to love them and build a relationship.
Anyways, english is not my first language so props to you for reading this far. I have a class in like 3 hours and i haven't slept.

Im just sitting through Taehwan being an asshole so i can see him being absolutely whipped for baby yeonwu

omfg yeonwu is not a “baby” and he’s not innocent either so don’t think he is? he’s literally the most perverted and dirty character in this whole series out of the main characters in this story, he’s into bdsm, he’s kinky, he plays with sex toys, he has hook ups, he literally gets turned on from taehean giving him cold stares, he’s not “your baby” he’s just another guy #-.-)
I was so excited bc i thought that Ahin would see her human form :(( the disappointment...
It's still good tho ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭