Is it creepy with overtones of pedo? Yes. Is it a great work of literature? Nope. So... can anyone tell me why this has a score of 9??! I've seen better score worse than this, and this gets A FUCKING 9???
It meant he was using his student, Niina, bcuz the boy looked like the woman he loved, but she married now so he's coming to terms with the fact that he won't ever have her (and prolly that he won't have the delusion of her in the form of Niina again)
LMAO his fantasies came true but it's the other way around! I'm wheezing!