
So ml had an imaginary friend as a child, then when he couldn't imagine him no more gaslighted himself into making that friend real then created the delusion of being abandoned by that friend then ruined this own mental state bc of a dream he made up of being happy and could never obtain that happy he kept chasing so when he got that happiness from mc he now sees him as that delusion causing him to ungaslight himself out of the delusion and now he's basically sober but still crazy
That commander is just shit tho like he has no redeeming qualities, idk if this story will ever be updated enough but there should be a point where he's like gonna die if mc doesn't heal him and mc just watches him die like that would be great