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bro like i was looking back on old forums and every time i see the names hako, toilet terrorist, gupunk, nye, [DELETED] (the user), and others i can’t remember, i lwk get flashbacks to when i would see their messages in the forums. i would barely respond and all but like damn, i lwk get nostalgic. anyways hope they r doing well, do any of yall remember who tf i’m talking abt

what r ur confessions?

here’s mine:
i haven’t read a lot of the popular ones like killing stalking (although i heard this one is more psychological horror rather than bl), dangerous convenience store, sign, love is an illusion, painter of the night, Jinx, pearl boy, my suha, k’s secret and dear door. bc most of the bottoms have light colored hair or seems kinda pussy. and ngl, i be lying saying that i did read it and if my irls talk abt the latest chapters i used to go to the mangago comment sections…

ok so i have huge problems with binging whenever im getting close to my period cuz i get really emotional. yesterday (thursday) i ate like 3000 calories and im trying to go on a calorie deficit (1500), and today i binged again like 2500 cals and idk what to do, cuz like im sick, getting close my period and i literally don’t have the motivation to go to the gym or do a home workout right now.

so what should i do?

okay so i’m in highschool, i’m a junior. my grades are abysmal like seriously disgustingly bad, and my parents are asian and im really scared of disappointing them. (ik i should’ve just tried harder at school but im already stuck in this situation so please help me) anyway i’ve been lying about my grades since the start of the school year and we’ve had about 2 grading periods so far. i obviously sidnt get honors in either of them and i had claimed i did to my parents

in my school there is something called a sports banquet and they give awards to student athletes. an award is given out if u get honors AT LEAST ONCE in the school year and i never did. my parents thought i was supposed to get and i obviously didn’t get one. they aren’t that surprised tho because this happened last year, but in THAT situation i actually had the grades to make up for it. now im lwk fucked, i can make a fake award because i have a photo of it but i might be screwed because now they might email the school. what do i do? help me please

does anyone else feel like because they are so ugly they shouldn't be depressed?

idk i guess this is a relationship related question, but compared to my girlfriend, i feel like im so fucking ugly. we both are girls but i can't help but feel like she's on the losing end being with me because im just really ugly. i think that shes so pretty and beautiful, and that she is allowed to feel all kind of emotions about me but im not allowed to because IM the one whose lucky to have her.

and i feel like i cant be happy because everything i think about is how i look and how i want to look. i feel like i shouldn't feel angry or depressed about anything at all because i literally am just too hard to look at to deserve attention. i guess this is pretty counterintuitive because im going on a forum (which is basically asking for attention) but idk im not really looking for compliments. but yeah i dont want to burden people with how i feel like i look ykw?