
I mean, I started to think and isn't he just in a coma or something? And his spirit is refusing to go back to his body 'cos he wanted to die and couldn't? And the girl slapped Iku 'cos she thought he was being cruel or disrespectful since Mimori is not dead YET? All these questionmarks 'cos it's all how I hope it is 'cos I don't like ghost stories where they have to be separated in the end(hence I don't like most ghost stories). I just want them to be happy and enjoy geeking out together for the rest of their lifes!

I can't describe in words jow much I hate the blonde guy who's dating Aerak(don't even wanna bother remembering his name). I just can't forgive what he said and did to Aerak in the past. I took it really personally since I'm fat and I can really feel what Aerak feels, how he feels about the past and himself. So I think their relationship is not healthy for Aerak 'cos he's keeping all his insecurities inside and the bonde guy's attitude pisses me off even more when he acts so happy-go-luck and fell for Aerak's face. Every time I see him smile I remember how he called Aerak an animal

EMI•_• SPEAKS THE TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH!!!!!

I feel the same... But I'm equally angry at Aerak... I mean the blond narcissist doesn't know he met Aerak before, but Aerak remembers and he is the one letting that dumb blond be part of his life instead of rejecting him as he should have...Aerak said himself that he is in love with the egocentric dude because of his physical appearance, he is the one with secrets, he doesn't communicate, he forgives the cheating like nothing, he doesn't demand respect,.... and the blond is not cute, he is selfish, childish and rude

In short both of them are superficial and don't communicate at all.

I have so many companions. And here I was and thought I was alone with my hate. And Lili's point of view is a good one. Aerak is letting the blonde guy hurt him and that annoys me about Aerak. I guess I'm just taking it a bit too personally. I think Aerak is like me and I'm a bit temperamental and hence his actions and personality make me bit annoyed. But I still hate the blonde guy more than Aerak annoys me. I just think they shouldn't be together. The redhead would've been better, actually
I shouted in my mind the whole ch. 51(I would've shouted out loud but I was in class). I thank thee God for this beautiful BL. Bless Eric and Shell and let there be some hot af sex in the next chapter. Hallelujah, Amen