
can someone plz help me find this manga..
the seme called the uke for sex in return of money..the uke never had sex with man so he wanted to switch but the seme said it'd heart his feelings and uke had to clean in front of him(tho its off-screen),the seme looks different after cutting his hair and the uke is tanned. i really dont remember the plot lol.
bro i've been reading this shit for so long that i forgot how they fell in love..
In summary he gets raped. Then kidnapped by a "more scary" rapist in another country. He is brought back to "safety" giving him a false sense of freedom and creating dependence to his original rapist. Then a jealous whore appears and makes his dependent stockholm feelings spike making him more attached then he was before. His rapist now being more protective of him gives validation to said feelings.
As for Asami it went from curiosity to a challenge (including trying to break him) to a thrill (not quite being able to) then loosing that thrill to someone else then getting it back and now having the urge to preserve it as he first found it so he never loses the feelings he gets from it.
damn ..rape part i do remember , bro i used to think it was hot ...fuck my life . But cant stop reading it cuz i've been reading it for so long.
¯_(ツ)_/¯ Same. I still like it and gonna keep reading it.