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DarkeAOU October 26, 2025 1:41 am

The novel itself is only 22 chapters, and we are currently halfway through chapter 3 of the novel. But if you were expecting a lighter redemption story, where Lila teaches Ril how to forgive humans...the lightness never comes. ╥﹏╥

I'm warning you now, we have maybe one more chapter left in the manga of "okay"-ness, before we see how alchemists are treated by normal people. There's a reason they're a protected species in their country. Lila gets attacked by humans, rescued by Ril, and then gives herself up as a human sacrifice in an attempt to appease the demons, and she almost dies.

Seriously, the novel gets so dark, I'm still crying. No one dies, but Lila comes VERY CLOSE; she's basically a walking skeleton by the end, except without the walking (Ril has to carry her everywhere). ╥﹏╥

But they're together in the end, so that's nice, right? Shame on me for expecting a sweet love story from a novel calling itself a LOVE SONG. (/TДT)/

    Pnda_ant November 7, 2025 4:09 pm

    Where did you read the novel? If ya don’t mind sharing

    DarkeAOU November 7, 2025 10:38 pm
    Where did you read the novel? If ya don’t mind sharing Pnda_ant

    I never mind sharing syosetu. Syosetu is the official site where aspiring Japanese authors write their stories. The majority of manga posted here are adaptions of novels originally posted on syosetu.

    It's a Japanese site, but you can navigate it easy with Google translate, and it's completely free. I fully recommend checking syosetu the next time you find an intetesting manga you want spoilers for!

    This novel, by the way, is here: https://ncode.syosetu.com/n7909dl/

    Pnda_ant November 8, 2025 3:01 am
    I never mind sharing syosetu. Syosetu is the official site where aspiring Japanese authors write their stories. The majority of manga posted here are adaptions of novels originally posted on syosetu.It's a Japa... DarkeAOU

    Thank you so much, I love reading novels, so thank you for sharing. I’ll be exploring the website from now on

    w_iju November 17, 2025 12:16 am

    At least... at least they're together... but I do have a question. You said Lila is "basically a skeleton" by the end, but does she ever get better? Or at least does it hint she will get better in the future?

    DarkeAOU November 17, 2025 12:30 am
    At least... at least they're together... but I do have a question. You said Lila is "basically a skeleton" by the end, but does she ever get better? Or at least does it hint she will get better in the future? w_iju

    Alchemists are terrible at self-care. ┗( T﹏T )┛

    Lila recovers enough to be able to stand on her own again, but because alchemists are always in demand... Lila gets a job teaching future alchemists while she's still in recovery. It's a job for elderly/retired alchemists, but because of what's going on in the world (war, basically) the able-bodied are returning to the field while the infirm teach. So, as soon as Lila recovers, she's going back to the field, too. ╥﹏╥

    w_iju November 17, 2025 12:36 am
    Alchemists are terrible at self-care. ┗( T﹏T )┛Lila recovers enough to be able to stand on her own again, but because alchemists are always in demand... Lila gets a job teaching future alchemists while... DarkeAOU

    And that's how it ends? Are we supposed to be just okay with that??? My poor baby girl deserves better than that Lil and Lila should just start growing vegetables and living off nature in the middle of the woods or smth. Anything's better than the treatment they're both getting in their current society...

    DarkeAOU November 17, 2025 1:03 am
    And that's how it ends? Are we supposed to be just okay with that??? My poor baby girl deserves better than that Lil and Lila should just start growing vegetables and living off nature in the middle of the woo... w_iju

    Her country is the only real safe place for alchemists, because laws exist to protect them. But they still sometimes leave their country to aid other countries. They took oaths, and Lila is the most steadfast adherent of their beliefs. Seriously too selfless to live. There's a reason their service contract includes a will. Alchemists have been known to heal until they drop dead. ╥﹏╥

    But yeah, it's hard. It's said that 500 students come to learn how to be an alchemist, but less than 100 actually graduate, because being an alchemist is so hard--not just the learning, but the treatment.

    The alchemists are super loyal to each other, though. And they all adore Lila.

    A2Z November 17, 2025 6:12 pm

    thanks for spoilers bc tragedies are not my cup of tea o7

DarkeAOU October 22, 2025 3:51 pm

My favorite part of this novel is how amazing the two leads are. One's a sociopath and the other's a yandere, and they both lie to each other CONSTANTLY.

Neither of them are good people, but they try their best to LOOK like they are, because they don't want to disillusion the other. It takes SO LONG for them to be honest with each other. (≧∀≦)

    mari-san October 22, 2025 11:41 pm

    Ah yess the mind games

    UmChile October 23, 2025 1:54 pm

    Where did you read the novel?

    UmChile October 24, 2025 7:43 am
    https://www.novelupdates.com/series/the-senior-brother-that-i-respected-had-became-a-villain/ meowmeow

    Thank you!!!!!

    meowmeow October 24, 2025 1:59 pm
    Thank you!!!!! UmChile

    maskedfood October 25, 2025 4:54 am

    Are they both madly in love with each other?

    DarkeAOU October 25, 2025 5:47 am
    Are they both madly in love with each other? maskedfood

    EXTREMELY so. Even before they get together, they're very close. It's to the point where they basically never get jealous, because they both know that the most important person to them is each other.

    Of course, they never put it clearly into words. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Chiro November 5, 2025 3:02 pm

    WHICH IS WHICHHHH

    DarkeAOU November 5, 2025 3:18 pm
    WHICH IS WHICHHHH Chiro

    The MC is the sociopath -- as is common among espers; all that matters is their guide, and the rest of the world can go burn.

    The ML is the yandere -- will kill anyone who tries to take the MC from him and is not opposed to kidnapping the MC and locking him up somewhere where only he can see him.

    They are both insane, it's actually so cute.

    mereekoo November 6, 2025 3:16 am
    The MC is the sociopath -- as is common among espers; all that matters is their guide, and the rest of the world can go burn.The ML is the yandere -- will kill anyone who tries to take the MC from him and is no... DarkeAOU

    Oh thanks for clearing that up I was about to ask who's who but now I know

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