
reading this spinoff is much more harder than the first one. Natsuro is far more precious than everyone. I feel my heart broke down by just remembering everything he have been through. 5 years relationship that failed + rebound and cheating. And another more complicated and complex relationship. Goodness, does the author hated Natsuro, who is Written beautifully yet miserable??
All I wish is that the other two dudes from the first story to suffer, I didn't ask for Natsuro to suffer anymore. I thought this spin-off would be more beautiful and would heal my soul but I got even more devastated. I really love yet hate this versions of the stories. One thing I read is the story that is green flag and here I am suffering after reading this (I love the mangaka as I loved their work since it was full of greens) but this versions had me dying. Well, they really is wonderful to come up with complex story like this but I wish it would be more fluff.
Natsuro doesn't deserve it, he deserves everything. Good, not that complicated.
Still, I understand the characters here and I was truly intrigued. But I wish they would make other characters suffer (Goh) cuz it was truly unfair. Natsuro is the only one who suffered here based on my perspective. Goodness, I don't know anymore. I read this cuz I thought it would be fluff to console me from the first story but this make me feel shitty.

Okay, the end is a die for where Natsuro became happy but the way others didn't suffer isn't right. Don't do my dude like that, I love it at the same time I hate it. IDK anymore, I just hope everyone around natsuro who make him miserable experience some miserable things too. Just for reflection and self satisfactory. (︶︿︶)=凸

I know it just from the first chapter, TBH it takes me a while to get to the next chapter as I really hate Cheating. Fuck it, The things I would do because I love the author. But still, how I wish they would suffer first for the sake of Natsuro. He's a good guy and 5 years is no joke. I literally broke down when he cried after confronting the uke.
I'm having mixed feelings about this as I hated how Natsuro got treated on this one. But yeah, okay fine - I'm just glad that there's a spinoff for Natsuro or I'll bawl my eyes. I'm still upset and I wish for more sufferings for the both cheater than them being lovey-dovey but idc anymore. Lrt them be lovey-dovey, cheaters.
THANK YOU FOR THE MEAL