
Ive read 130+ chaps of the novel and from what I've seen is that the mc never developes any romantic feelings for any of the women in his life. There was a scene where a demon portrayed who he loved but it showed nothingness, so its clear he doesn't care about anybody to that extent. The father has definetly changed but i think the mc will still kill him because of who he was in the past life. This sticks to the actual plot without using romance as a deviant. Lots of girlsfall in love with the mc but he feels nothing romantic to any of them, maybe a sort of comradeship with the tribe girl but thats the most.

Hopefully we get a love triangle, mingwa needs to switch it up since her last BL was those two couples. Though i am kind of thinking mingwa is gonna do a 180 and make it so Heesung is the ML or Dan ends up single at the end(unlikely i know). Some shit like that would boost my rating of this to a 9.5 atleast. Seeing vicitms finally leave their abusers and go onto a path of healing would be amazing to read about. Like the side stories could be Dan living his life going to therapy and Mingwa could leave a cliffhanger with Dan meeting a new man/woman but leaving it open for interpretation. It'll set a great example about how victims of any sort of abuse (be it emotional, physical or sexual) will need a much longer time to get over a relationship and they shouldnt use others in order to cope. Also, it'll be a nice 'fuck you' to the people who complained about BJ alex not being graphic enough

This will be my "i wish" head cannon frfr....god please...bj alex was okay/good...from bad sex buddies (was bearable than this shit and the uke actually tried leaving him ) to healthy lovers...it was what got me into bl back then...it was THE MASTERPIECE for me (not anymore tho, not after i read it again carefully) but still...hope the author is a good person and stops the trend of "its okay to fall in love with your abuser/rapist" type of shit.

Nah this is not this kind of story it’s not about therapy and getting a better life and psychological stability. It’s about manipulation, rape, toxic relationship, hot sex derived of emotions and so on (Angst…) that’s the author choice and the reader should be knowledgeable before engaging instead of complaining infinitely.
It’s like “legs that won’t walk” kinda story but less violent and Knowing the tags I think it’s a good enough story
JASON SHUT YO GOOFY ASS UPP BRO RLLY THINKS SHE NEEDS HIM LIKE THAT LOL