Yoongles June 4, 2021 5:50 pm

I read a lot of comments. And some of them are frustrated about how "Big Baby, softie, pushover etc" Yohan is. So I'm gonna explain what I've understand in this manhwa. Both Yohan and Jihyun had a traumatic past and may have "Mental illness/disorder/issues". Jihyun was groomed that contributed on how he act. He was also been manipulated his entire childhood and became anxious about people aroud him. After he realized what's happening, he put a lot of courage yo tell his mom what have happened just to told to move on and keep quiet about it. As a person who experienced a traumatic event, Jihyun need someone to lean and share his burden but his mom took away that and even against on Jihyun being treated on a mental institute. Carrying his burden alone, he met his ex who was good at first but too obsessed with Jihyun. On the other hand Jihyun is still hunted by what his neighbor told him that led him to overthink and decided to break up with his ex. His ex was too obsessed that he spread their sex vid and vanish. Now Jihyun was left with traumatic past, mental issue and sexually (?) Harrased. Yohan grew up on a toxic family where his parents argue a lot. His father obviously didn't carr that much about them, just showered them with money. He's a typical loving son who just wanted a loving and complete family. He's not close with any of his parents nor his brother growing up thus he grew up being timid and shy. Being introvert, its hard for Yohan to interact with others. He just focused on studying in attempt to fix their family and satisfy his parents. He got bullied at school for being a "loser". He isn't a Big baby or a coward. He didn't fight because he knew one mistake will make his family broken. He endured that until his brother did something that led to his parents's divorce. All the hatred and frustration just piled up inside him and yet his mother still expect him to continue being a good son. He's traumatized, he expirienced domestic violence and got bullied. Now he's still stuck on his past just like Jihyun. He's too careful not to make any mistake because he already expirienced loosing something just because something messed up. Lol


This manhwa really talks about different social issues that many of us have experienced or experiencing but too afraid to talk about. Yohan and Jihyun are examples of result of broken childhood and traumatic past. Apparently, our society normalizes these issues and making it as a "stepping stone" "its part of growing up"as an excuse. They just know how to give sympathy and pity towards these people but in reality they dont do anything to prevent this and even make this as a standard or an example to us saying "look at them they're still successful, they het through that. You should be like them" when nobody should be experiencing these things in the forst place

    Yoongles June 4, 2021 5:52 pm

    This is so long i dont even know if this makes sense at all

    Potatofulloffeels June 4, 2021 6:59 pm

    Ur cool.

    NeetyNayd v 2.0 June 4, 2021 9:40 pm

    I understand your very clearly... And yes, I agree... A child having childhood should not be normalized at all..

    Yoongles June 4, 2021 10:11 pm
    I understand your very clearly... And yes, I agree... A child having childhood should not be normalized at all.. NeetyNayd v 2.0

    Uhm A child should have a childhood but not a traumatic one

    NeetyNayd v 2.0 June 4, 2021 10:30 pm
    Uhm A child should have a childhood but not a traumatic one Yoongles

    Omg!! Forgot to put traumatic in my statement!! How careless of me!!

Yoongles June 4, 2021 3:04 pm

Wts is wrong with that bitch?! First of all Nian Nian is the one who's hurting here. He needs to get away from that asshole and tang shou is way way better than him. He can make Nian Nian happy. Yansheng is just a piece of jerk

Yoongles June 4, 2021 2:12 pm

For those readers who are still confused and insisting that there's no communication at all... There is a communication. Every time they meet, every time they want to have sex, while having sex etc. I know its not the communication y'all want but this stiry is a bit realistic. They haven't known each other long enough to share deep secrets with each other. The seme obviously has some trust and relationship issues and uke is new and not greedy enough to just receive things. They're working out their weird relationship somehow. Its like slow burn. And this yaoi isn't just all about sex and stuff this actually have a story and contex ulike most of the yaoi out there. And this story doesn't just focuses on homosexuality but also family issues and other things. We need more bls like this

    Let me get in my old account June 4, 2021 2:15 pm

    I meant to not like but why you watching if you saying this but I’m not being mean or anything I’m just saying

    Yoongles June 4, 2021 2:26 pm
    I meant to not like but why you watching if you saying this but I’m not being mean or anything I’m just saying Let me get in my old account

    I'm sorry but I can't understand what you're trying to say. But I'm guessing you're asking why i commented this?? If yes then its ok i dont think you're being mean. I commented this because i jist want to share and kinda do some explaining on what I've realized while reading this manhwa. I actually read a comment similar to mine and i got the idea of sharing from the commentor. All in all i just want to say my opinions. I'm sorry if I offended you in any way

    Let me get in my old account June 4, 2021 2:30 pm
    I'm sorry but I can't understand what you're trying to say. But I'm guessing you're asking why i commented this?? If yes then its ok i dont think you're being mean. I commented this because i jist want to share... Yoongles

    I’m dum I was just saying don’t come for me

    pola June 4, 2021 2:31 pm

    EXACTLY!!!! im agitated and i want them (so bad) to fully open up to one another and really get settled into their relationship, all fun and smiles. BUT this is the best slowburn yaoi and fucking realistic plot ive ever read!!!!!!! It's like theyre taking their time to actually get to know the other person, understand their partner so as not to hurt them, and to really get into that give and take relationship, for them to be 'one'.

    FUCKING HELL I LOVE THIS STORY SO MUCH

    nutcracker June 4, 2021 2:57 pm

    hi, fellow army! this might be my fav comment here. you said exactly all the things i wanted to say. and i agree with you, we need more bls like this!!

    lain June 4, 2021 3:04 pm

    deadass. some of u guys in the comments r weird af n its clear u just wna see them fuck :/ a bit fetishy, if u ask me. these two just met like hello. hee won shows tht he’s always hesitant to receive while si eon is obviously carrying some baggage tht contributes to his attitude. it’ll take time to learn more abt their story n the reasons for their actions.

    lain June 4, 2021 3:06 pm
    deadass. some of u guys in the comments r weird af n its clear u just wna see them fuck :/ a bit fetishy, if u ask me. these two just met like hello. hee won shows tht he’s always hesitant to receive while si... lain

    oops i meant nam woo** i was reading positively yours before this n messed up haha

Yoongles June 4, 2021 1:57 pm

I remember Got7 " Call my name~~~"

Yoongles June 3, 2021 11:55 pm

I know that they're in the middle of misunderstanding but welpp this is funny. The way Kirin bitch slap Moo. Like Moo.is a psychopath and Kirin just bitch slap him, ignore him and made him jealous. Kirin being the one of the strongest soul out there

Yoongles May 31, 2021 2:53 am

Idk why most of semes are stupid. Sometimes they cant recognize their children even tho they're very look a like and, sometimes they cant remember that the uke was their childhood friend lol

    Renchard May 31, 2021 3:21 am

    AND WHEN THEY DO REMEMBER THEY KEEP IT TO THEMSELVES UNTIL THE UKE REMEMBERS UGHH

    Melody May 31, 2021 3:24 am

    Are you refering to Dear Benjamin and the one with brown hair green eyes seme and black hair purple eyes uke

Yoongles May 30, 2021 3:40 pm

I think he's obsessed or whatever with the uke. It's either he's a higher up in uke's job or a templar knight. He definitely know something

Yoongles May 29, 2021 2:58 pm

I got excited for a minute. That must've hurt

Yoongles May 26, 2021 12:03 am

I thought this was a cute, fluffy and wholesome story

    Sour Candy May 26, 2021 12:28 am

    Same omg if I knew about the smut I'd have started this a long time ago. Why is this not in the smut genre?

Yoongles May 25, 2021 3:54 am

EHEM! SIR! I'M HUNGRY TOO! I'M ALSO CRAVING FOR STRAWBERRY! BUT YOU CAN EAT ME INSTEAD THO

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