guys, i am already suffering thinking that the sEcReT can lead to the famous yaoi-love-triangle. i am so tired of this trope T_T i hope the author come up with some great secret that will make our heads go booomm!!!
okay out heads can stay cool. i just hope the secret doesn't break my heart.
i always try to be nice and understanding, saying yea we must wait and stuff but i am starting to get a lil impatient... i mean, i know the story is developing but i feel like we are going nowhere. it's like we taste bits of the paradise just so later the author can let us fall to hell once again, not knowing the fuck is happening.
well, i guess i am more worried bout the future than the present. i mean, i am worried i will get all delulu and my heart will be broken once again when they start to pretend nothing is happening between them.
but then again... aren't people like that?
well, i know nothing anymore. sorry.
it is a bromance, a shounen-ai, a teasing we just need to accept those facts even if there will be 260 other chapters u can't see much it only tickles the heart T-T but i'm willing to stay loyal to this manga like forever
yea, true. the thing is, i am not expecting yaoi, u know? i am just worried it will forever go back and forth. they don't need to have sex, they don't necessarily need to kiss: as long as there's development i am okay
i am definitely staying loyal, even if it breaks my heart lol i am just worried it will forever go back and forth...
i feel u but let's just hope for the best happy things to happen
you are right. hope is all we have
He just gave us a lecture! Seriously, must there be only like or dislike in human emotions? What about everything else in between? How confused our boys must be... liking someone society doesn't allow them to; liking someone who is a dear friend. Can you imagine how afraid they might be of losing the most precious thing aka their friendship? We really shouldn't put their feelings as like or dislike, they are facing even more complexed emotions. Guess that's why the story is always going back and forth, explaining feelings, then just showing how playful they are, showing the everyday life. In the end, all the complexed emotions are found in the simple moments they share and, for now, these moments might be all they need.
I am so in love with Justin/Edward as a couple that my heart can't take more painful drama, seriously. I read on the comments that the chapter 74 is the final, which means there's still time for melodrama and bittersweetness - but I hope not! I think now is a good time to show us more of their development, how they will open up more, how they will deal with university and dating... stuff like that. Idk bout you guys but I personally don't see love triangles on real life as much as in mangas and dramas, so it would be nice (to me) if the author shows us more slice of life stuff and less "lemme-break-the-readers-hearts-and-trauatize-them" stuff. Wtvr comes, I'll be here ready to read but I am sincerely praying for no more pain.
I honestly don't even know where to begin... This manga gave me so many mixed feelings, I just can't stop thinking about it. I read before going to bed and I even dreamed about possible future chapters!!! I woke up kinda desperate for more but obviously there's none. And it's driving me crazy, tbh. I like its slow pace, I see how the author is trying hard and how much effort s/he put in creating this scenario, so even though I am dying to get more, I will never be bothered by how slow things go. But I gotta confess that I am really afraid and anxious about Yamato's future. I treasure friendship so I can imagine how hard it's for him to slowly find out about his feelings for Yuiji. Been there before, twice to be specifically haha (but these friends of mine were not even close to Yuiji, who takes care of his friends and is always there for them), I can understand Yamato and his fear. I am bisexual so I understand, to some extent, his desperate fear of people finding about his sexuality, so it was really painful to watch the bully. Not only that, but also seeing Sakura's mother and how families affect us... For a moment there I started thinking "what if my parents are just like his mom...?". Nway, enough of me.
When it comes to this Hibino guy, I would very much like Yamato to say no. At first, I was like "my years of experience reading stuff tells me he might say yes bc well, drama is always present" which made me anxious and desperate and sad. But giving it some thought, I started to see the possible yes not only as a way to bring more drama but also as a consequence of Yamato's desires and fears: desire of being loved romantically; fear of falling in love with his straight? friend who he treasures so much, etc. Even though he doesn't like this guy, he may think that this new relationship is what he needs... And somehow everything feels extremely sad now...
If you read til here, I am sorry for the long comment hah I just wanted to put all those thoughts out. Maybe it's bc I don't have a love life, but BL stories always give me more feelings than I think it should hah I get anxious, sad, desperate... it's tiring but at the same time it's good to be able to feel what the author might have wanted to demonstrate.
Yeah well since it's 3 volumes long, there is a possibility of drama, I think it will not be so easy to see Yamatox Yuiji together. But it's okay, because this manga is progressing in realistic pacing, so I can understand yamato's feelings. He just had this moment, where it hit him, about why Yuiji is so special to him, but then the next day new xdramax happened. Maybe he will try to avoid that moment of thought from ever happening again, because that might make him feel guilt for thinking like that, this is one of his best friend, straight, and the fear of loosing yuiji, who Yamato loves much more dearly that even he himself is not aware of it. Obviously, this new guy can never take the place of yuiji, the dynamics of Yamato and Yuiji bonding is so beautiful .
Sorry even I'm a long post writer :P
Tbh I am more afraid of drama and romantic-relationships popping out of nowhere, like this guys who just confessed (and we know Yamato has no feelings for him). I enjoy the slow pace, I think the story is beautiful and tells us a lot about painful realistic stuff but also about friendship, so I'm okay with the slow development of Yuiji x Yamato relationship. I am just afraid my heart will suffer more with melodrama if Yamato says yes to that guy :( I don't like suffering shsvbshd and I think the story has enough material for a 3rd vol. without Hibino. I am actually expecting to see more of Yamato's thoughts, his fears towards his new feelings for Yuiji, his feelings for himself once he needs self-love. Well, nway, guess we still have to wait quite a lot for more.
the synopsis and the first pages were fine to me, bc i thought Ao was crazy but not that much. then he raped the uke and i was like wtf??? this was terrible, idk how the uke managed to stay with him after that.
even the good for nothing pervert seme from the second story seemed a better person compared to Ao.
i understand his life is not easy but seriously? does he have to treat peach like that even in that situation? he's not being shy or wtvr, he's just a coward. it's easier for him to turn his back and being hated bc then he can call himself a victim. he has gone through a lot, i get that -- but what about peach? does he deserve to be treated that way bc love is not brave enough to face him in tgat situation and say "i am sorry"? i see lots of ppl questioning cherry's behavior but somehow it looks like everyone sees love as the eternal victim of the world.
sorry guys, i am just hurt. peach deserves better.
I understand your view of point but let's look the other way around: You never experienced what Love did yourself so you can't really say he's in the wrong.
I did, which makes it easier for me to understand him and I know what he must be feeling like. I mean I wasn't that aggressive like Love was but I did felt the same as him.
It's not that we're the victims here it's just that we we're to scared to face the truth and get hurt again. , so we run away.
But I agree with you on Peach.
He really didn't deserve that, neither did King nor anyone else.
i see. i guess that's why so many people like Love, they probably can understand him. well, i apologize to you and to those who i might have offended/pissed off.
Don't be! There is nothing to be sorry about, you just said your opinion!
I am sorry if my text kinda sounded rude Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
it didn't, don't worry!! i was just afraid other ppl would take it personally
I agree Peach didn't deserve to be treated that way, but did Love deserve to be treated the way he did in the past? no. he didn't deserve to be blackmail like he was to get "friends" and no he didn't deserve to be told by the asshole Cherry to go and die/kill himself while he suffer.
and did King deserve someone planing to kidnap him without his will (Cherry) behind the scenes while the guy blackmail his friends without his knowldge? No he does not!
but that's how life is you know and this story I guess XD you can't control that your scared, what I did like about this is that Love is fully awere he was been a cowerd and that it isn't fair to Peach and that his fear control him. but I understand why he feel the way he is and why he can't help but run away, that how he know how to deal with it. I hope he learn and get stronger, so he can face his fears head on and not run away anymore but it isn't easy, AT ALL. but for now, I really like Love character build, it amazing.
has for Cherry, I don't care for that selfish prick at all.
cherry is scary and his behavior is terrible. the fact that he tries to manipulate the person he says he loves makes me sad and quite terrified. in the beginning i was cheering for cherry/king, but now all i want is for king to find someone who loves him.
as for Love, there are things that bothers me, as i said back there, but i will stop saying he's always seen as a victim. one thing remains for me: peach deserves better. and i hope Love sees this bc peach deserves a least an explanation, as well as the other guys.
fully agree on Cheery, I just don't care about him anymore. I was also cheering for the ship in the beginning but then after all what I seen Cheery did and was going to do to him, without his will, I change my mind. I don't want them to be a thing anymore.
has for Love, I think many of the character's in this story kind of seem like "victim's" to me so...King seem like a victim when he was force to stay in the hospital and to get Cheery has boyfriend is totally horrible fate, Love seem like a victim cause of his past, the servent of the crazy dude Lion seem and act like a victim though he still follow his orders and kidnap King ╮(￣▽￣)╭ so Love isn't the only one I think, I actually see the servent guy has much more a victim then Love lol at least Love could protect himself from people trying to kick his ass, the servent guy can't protect himself from the abuse of Lion. I actually love the brother of that girl from another gang, he seem like an innocent victim too at first but then it turn out he know everything about his sister life and what's going on and what she trying to do XD
Peach totally deserve an explanation, but it won't be easy for Love to face him right now and I don't think he can at least not right now, and it's fine I don't blame him for it. I do really hope he will after a few days come back to him and explain everything, and they will make out. but we see (⌒▽⌒) this comic tend to not follow what I think will happen.
i like your point of view, it made me rethink some stuff. maybe the author is trying to show us a variety of hardships some ppl have to endure and how they deal with it. in the end, i guess it's good to see how stuff affect ppl in different ways. i may be too harsh on Love bc my heart hurts for peach, but in the end we all have to face our demons and we all need to take some time to do it.
right??? totally agree with you ლ(´ڡ`ლ) that's why this comic is soooo good!
I agree with you to some point. But I don't know I'm still for the cherry/king ship right now. Even more than I was at the start. I understand how appalling it was when we saw how he wanted to manipulate king to like him and then take him but in my eyes he isn't too much different from love. I think we all forget but cherry is part of the black group.
They are a real life gang syndicate which his entire life was based on, to the point that he us meant to succeed and become the future boos of this group. If you compare it to the other groups like the plum, orchid etc, they are legit just child's play to him.
The same way love is like this because of his past and he is scared to get hurt, I think cherry is like this because he was raised like that and he doesn't know any different (or at least has never felt the need to try anything different). I believe that he is actually starting to fall for king. It shows especially when he got so fazed by how king was hurt and still wanted to help love that he decided to tell him love's secret to try and get him to keep away from love to avoid getting hurt.
The same reason why he told love to go die. Don't get me wrong what he said was totally wrong but he was doing it out of concern for king.
I believe that king is going to change cherry and make him into a more decent person and they will so back abroad together .
TLDR; cherry was raised a mob boss so he is super violent and has his past like love, hopefully king will make him into a better person.
I agree with you to some point. But I don't know I'm still for the cherry/king ship right now. Even more than I was at the start. I understand how appalling it was when we saw how he wanted to manipulate king to like him and then take him but in my eyes he isn't too much different from love. I think we all forget but cherry is part of the black group.
They are a real life gang syndicate which his entire life was based on, to the point that he us meant to succeed and become the future boos of this group. If you compare it to the other groups like the plum, orchid etc, they are legit just child's play to him.
The same way love is like this because of his past and he is scared to get hurt, I think cherry is like this because he was raised like that and he doesn't know any different (or at least has never felt the need to try anything different). I believe that he is actually starting to fall for king. It shows especially when he got so fazed by how king was hurt and still wanted to help love that he decided to tell him love's secret to try and get him to keep away from love to avoid getting hurt.
The same reason why he told love to go die. Don't get me wrong what he said was totally wrong but he was doing it out of concern for king.
I believe that king is going to change cherry and make him into a more decent person and they will so back abroad together .
TLDR; cherry was raised a mob boss so he is super violent and has his past like love, hopefully king will make him into a better person.
i understand why cherry is violent and i didn't really expect something different. what bothers me is the way he's demonstrating his love (or wtvr that is) for king. love has been through a lot and some of his actions still bothers me but i think he was with peach and "love army" not to manipulate but bc he was desperate to belong. cherry has a place where he belongs, that alone is a huge discrepancy between him and love. i understand why cherry would get so pissed when he saw king hurt and he may be truly falling for him, but if that's the case then cherry better work his ass off to win king's heart in a normal way, not kidnapping and doing things against king's will.
I don't agree Love and Cherry character's are the same, actually they worlds apart and very different in the way they think, act, and feel.
let's start from the fact that Love never wanted to fight, from the start while Cheery love to fight and use people. he was clear about it to Peach and to the other's. and he never use them like he think he did, he just blaming himself cause he could not talk about his scar's from the past. but it never was his fault! he was loanly and needed someone by his side, and when Paech told him he wanted to go out with him, his first act is to try and avoid it. Love will never be evil enough to manipulate people like Cheery did, yeas he can try and fool everyone that he is strong, but deep down he actually very weak and scared. and not that smart if he think he will get friends just by fighting or acting weak, it kind of a naive side in him what I find cute XD
now Cheery, unlike Love, is selfish and only think of himself. he also very mature and know how to make people do what he wants them. all his actions we seen from him until now is from his selfish desires. and unlike Love he very confident he can get his way, like he touch King without asking him. and was going to kidnap him. he also the one who was the first that betrayed his and Love agreement while using Love weakenss aganist him, to make sure he can control all King action and life. what again is salfish and not show any kind of real care for a person he claim to "love". so I can say he much more worse traitor then Love! he actually dare tell King his secret, knowing full well it wasn't for King, it was for him to be able to make King do has he wants, while destroying Love friendship with him that way. which is horrible!!
you can say that this is the only thing he know how to act, but you can't say they are the same! they are not the same character's at all!!
firts, i'd like to thank the person who updated this here. this was an interesting journey~ there were things that bothered me, stuff that keeps happening in yaoi mangas and comics, but in general it was good.
now, i would like to know if we will get the vol 2. i wanted to support the author but rn dollar is too expensive for me hah
Are you from Turkey?
what? no... why?
ohhh, are u asking bc i talked about the dollar being expensive? haha
Yees haahahah it’s a hot topic in Turkey right now so I tought you could be from Turkey :D
guess all of us are screwed then hahaha hopefully the dolar will get less expensive
Fruit Punch Samurai-san, are you, perhaps, Zura? Sorry, you just reminded me of an episode where Zura used this as his cyber account name. PEACE.
An Episode in Gintama, I mean.
Yes hahdahhaah It is from that episode (Gintama is the best) :D I am using mobile so I couldnt add Zura’s picture :(
I knew it. Ahahaha. Yes. Gintama is certainly the best. It's actually my favorite anime.
GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH I PRAYED FOR THIS MOMENT!!! i was really sad with the last chapters when the author suddenly filled us w angst and drama and the girl cliche. i was so disappointed bc i felt like "fuck will gays ever get a happy story" bUT GUESS WHAT THEY DID. WE DID IT, FELLAS. i really hope s02 won't disappoint me! also, i will try to save money and buy chapters from s02. author-nim, i will definitely try to support u in the future~
Troubles in the horizon, fellas