
Damn..I think I realized just now that being a masochist is not a joke...it's really some kind of bad illnesses or whatever...

Its not an illness. Its just something some people tend to like. Hell, anyone can like it but some people say no because its that they either don't like pain. Or they just never tried it. Just never had the chance to. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

It isn't a disease its just that for some people who unknowingly realize they are a masochist in such a traumatic situation like Ryu did in almost being raped can make one feel conflicted and others to look down on you. Being a masochist is feeling sexual pleasure by some form of verbal/physical degradation. For many its a good thing but if your someone who don't know how to handle that or has been rejected by your lover or fear of being rejected ...it can be quite painful. In fact lets be honest all of us during sex are little masochist we enjoy little bites, sucks, pulls or slaps to the neck, hair, ass or breast. Some just like it more extreme. its a matter of finding someone who will accept u and u.
Wow..that type of uke is quite rare to find..he's quite my type when it comes to personally...i like him...i like his "eat your own shit" or "i don't give a fuck" attitude..I'm like..Yes!! Do not give a shit! Let him chase you! Yesss!(๑•ㅂ•)و✧...i like him!! ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
*personality..is what i mean..hihi