I fantasize h@nging myself. Idk if my mental health is declining or not (it's probably is) but I have episodes where I go crazy and start laughing or crying for no reason it's driving me insane
Thanks for all the reply, I don't plan on acting upon it but there are times that it's too tempting tho that it scares me. I have been looking for professional help in a long time but have always been put off my priority because of how expensive it is.
Anyways, thank you guys for validating my feelings I just need to make sure I wasn't making this up. My head feels clouded most of the times too. So I hope I can make it before I can finally get help.
Thank u sm for checking up on me, times like these feels like I'm not alone and that there's a community for me. I honestly thought this post is gonna get buried and that's that but I'm glad there are people reaching out.
And yeah I live in a 3rd world country, I don't think I have insurance but I'm going to University this week and I think they have counseling there. I'm checking it out if I ever have another episode, but yeah thanks again.
omg why man that's Soo evil but very on character at the same time