I fantasize h@nging myself. Idk if my mental health is declining or not (it's probably is) but I have episodes where I go crazy and start laughing or crying for no reason it's driving me insane
Thanks for all the reply, I don't plan on acting upon it but there are times that it's too tempting tho that it scares me. I have been looking for professional help in a long time but have always been put off my priority because of how expensive it is.
Anyways, thank you guys for validating my feelings I just need to make sure I wasn't making this up. My head feels clouded most of the times too. So I hope I can make it before I can finally get help.
Thank u sm for checking up on me, times like these feels like I'm not alone and that there's a community for me. I honestly thought this post is gonna get buried and that's that but I'm glad there are people reaching out.
And yeah I live in a 3rd world country, I don't think I have insurance but I'm going to University this week and I think they have counseling there. I'm checking it out if I ever have another episode, but yeah thanks again.
Can anyone pls recommend me Yaoi manga that isn't sexualized? I recently read High School Boys and at first it was funny but as I continued to read it, the mc is so sexualized by everyone it made me feel disgusted especially when the whole premise is the mc looks like a girl but is invalidated by everyone (not to mention a lot of SA) and I need to cleanse my palate
It's kinda sad because the art style is so good to
Guys I'm finally legal enough to read on this site, but after all these years I'm still single. Everyone I know is getting hooked up or in the process of hooking up.
Tell me? Is it me? Maybe it is, cuz I'm here venting on a fkin manga website where I mainly read pay gorn
god help me :((( this isn't funny anymore
Tell me your experiences so I don't kms ヽ(`Д´)ノ
Honestly i kinda feel the same lmao but here's the catch its technically my fault im single since i literally do nothing and don't interact with other people much lmao and dont feel too pressured to be doing shit when it comes to things like that there's nothing like "being left behind" or "being late"^^ spend ur time however u want:>>
Well, if you’re looking to hook up w/ people it’s not exactly hard unless you’re also looking for love. I won’t lie and say the problem isn’t you, venting on a website you use to read yaoi instead of actually looking for someone doesn’t help your problem. Also, from personal experience if you’re really desperate, most of the people on Grindr will touch anything that breathes, it’s a scary place down there #-.-)
Being realistic unless you’re a super attractive person, no one is gonna walk up to you and ask you out ╥﹏╥ Just putting photos of yourself on dating apps is good enough, you don’t even have to swipe on people, just wait till someone takes interest in you (unless it never happens, you’re kinda cooked). Once feb 14 goes by you’ll be a happier person lmfaoo, hope it works out tho.
Hello guys do you have any romance manga (preferably completed) that shows the main couple being star crossed lovers (i.e. have waited for 300 years, have been searching you for different lifetimes)
Basically the embodiment of the song Thousand Years, thanks!!(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Not focused on romance but the romance in this one is similar to your preferences:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sousou_no_frieren/

Don't get me wrong, I love a good spicy yaoi. You can even consider me as a degenerate (And yes I read that one american incest yaoi casually). But when it comes to clean yaoi? WHY IS IT SOO HARD TO COME BY!!!
This a reenactment of me everytime I want a good clean plot of boys kissing:
-oh wow this one has good art, let's see the synopsis
-scrolls down
-sees they're already fcking each other on the images
-cries
I WANT YAOI WITH SHOJO VIBES, IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?!? I DON'T WANT TO SEXUALIZE HOMOSEXUAL MEN!!! I WANT A CLEAR AND CUT RELATIONSHIP OF 2 MEN INVOLVED ROMANTICALLY WHERE SOCIETY DOESN'T TREAT THEM AS GODS' MISTAKE!!!!
So if you read this far, do you have any recs? I mean I'm down for smut But not until they have actual development GAWDD
(Also something that I can read on public commute, damnn. I did this with one manga, and the next panel they just started making out with light sabers and all. Didn't even gave me time to dim my screen lights)
Here’s some I like, hopefully you haven’t read all of them:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/blue_blue_blue/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/aiou_futari/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/number_call/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/snow_fairy/
These two are a little on the artsy side, but if you don’t mind that, they’re really good:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/vanilla_chocolate_cigarette/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tonari_ni/
Omg yes! Thank you! You get me!
What's the name of the incest yaoi? ....Asking for a friend.
Carter family?
You just need shounen ai not yaoi :)
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/897747/
BL with literal shoujo vibes? I GOT CHU
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/faded_first_love/
Yep
Thank you! I will now get a new dentist appointment for All the fluffs I'll consume
Perchance
Read shounen ai like Here you are. Literally just stick to shounen ai, its BL without the sex. Dont see whats wrong with smut tho, its not like its any worse than american incest yaoi(?)
There's nothing wrong with it. yk, sometimes you just want fluff. But yeah, I literally thought the shounen ai is just japanese for bl lol. I didn't think it was an actual tag that doesn't include smut, or am I just dumb...that said, the smuts are frying my brain.
Oh, when you said "American," I thought you meant it was about Americans. I definitely don't want to read yaoi written by an American, because it'll probably be terrible. And I know I'm right, because
*because that artwork is horrendous.
Sorry, accidentally hit the post button.
Lol, I just read it because it was so absurd (I was right) the incest go back 2 generations ToT
Oh yeah, you were looking for recs. Pretty much everything I read is smut, but ones where the characters have deep genuine connections and don't fuck right away are as follows (EACH ONE OF THESE ARE AMAZING) -
1. Bloody Moon - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bloody_moon_yuzuya/
2. Dreaming of the Dokkaebi - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_mountain_branches_dream_of_goblins/
3. The Rogue Prince Is Secretly An Omega - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_rogue_prince_is_secretly_an_omega/
4. A Second Chance For the Outcast Prince - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/how_the_sidekick_prince_lives_again/
5. I Can See Your Stats - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_can_see_your_stats/
6. Where The Wind Stays - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_place_where_the_wind_blows/
7. Ennead - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ennead/
8. Blood Under the Moonlight - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/midnight_dweller/uu/br_chapter-142825/pg-1/
9. Raising A Bat - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/raising_a_bat/
10. Dead Man Switch - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dead_man_switch/
11. Radio Storm - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/radio_storm/
12. Rainbow City - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/rainbow_city/
OMG YOU'RE THE GOAT!!!! I'm so glad I asked for recs, this could last me for months! Tysm!!
Np! If you remember and feel like it, lmk your thoughts if you get around to reading any of them. Each one of those is an absolute diamond.