Alba's Things

My family always say that I'm fat. They say my thighs are big. When I told them, I'm losing 2 kg or my thighs are getting thinner, they denied and still saying I'm fat. I got conscious of myself. They never praise me. Now everytime I see my thighs and other body parts, i just thought about how disgusting my body are. My friend said that her mother ......   3 reply

I know that feeling. I just don't want to show them I'm vulnerable. My family would just ridiculed me for being weak. My room is the only place I can cry. Even when I attend boarding school, i will keep everything inside me and burst into tears when I finally reached my room. People in my school just want to be friends with people who are cool. The......   1 reply

That's why I hate video assignments.   reply

Hmmm erase my existence?   reply

I want to know too. I thought my purpose is making my parents proud but it never seems enough. I have no one to talk to. I don't want to burden my friends over my problem (not like they care anyways) and I just don't want to show them that I'm weak. So now internet is my new friend.   reply