This is such a beautiful story, at first, i thought that what the seme feels was just a 'lust'. But then, the way he was also traumatized to himself because of his mistake and even works hard in order to become a 'man' for the one he loves- bro that's love.
Me on Ch 1-3: *hating bai ming*
Me on following chapters: noo- I'll save you bai ming *sobs*