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Ok, so I'm actually stopping myself to read the updates, I'm waiting for their match to end before binge reading... because I don't think my heart could handle the cliffhangers Σ( ￣□￣||)


so for now, reading the comments but avoiding the spoilers lol.
really happy that their destined match is finally happening. omo. omo. omo ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

Thank you for the update :)
Thank you Sensei for creating such a loving masterpiece :)

my heart is just soooo happy with the latest chapter (95) ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~


p.s and no it's not ending yet (hopefully). I'm just really happy LOL ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Beware --- Spoilers ahead....





















1. Goodbye Until the Time to meet you again - Necrophilia. I had the feeling that the Uke was being raped that's why he doesn't want to be touched. Sad that they both committed suicide

2. I'll Never Forget You - tbh I didn't understand it at all. It seemls that it's all just him. battling his inner demon?

3. Anemone - Did Yukio cut off his d*ck? It doesn't seem like he was cutting it off. From what I understood, Yukio was masturbating while Takashi was sleeping, then Takashi saw what Yukio was doing and out of fear that Yukio can relieve himself now and will not be needed anymore Takashi drowned Yukio.

"I didn't want to kill Yukio.. I wanted to Help Him. Without knowing that he was beginning to get obsessed with me, and drowning in pleasure every night.. Yukio was drifting far away from me. He was ptiful.. This way surely we would lose each other.. I had to do it While Yukio still hadn't thrown me away. While I still hadn't thrown Yukio away." - Takashi

4. The Small bird likes the song very much - Ok.. so is Hiyori the stalker? I think the teacher genuinely cares for the guy and was mistaken for the Stalker.

6. I will be with you forever - Basically it's cannibalism. Accidentaly killed the lover and not wanting to part, ate him and even used the dead lovers teeth. Wtf.

7. Gesu to Abazure - Yakuzas? I don't know if it's a in-denial type of relationship or just simple S&M.

9. Taigan no Koi - This is just heartbreaking.

10. Aoi Karte - Violence=Love? sadly this happens in real life too. If only I can kill the Mom though. The Sensei felt that he was helping the Seme by accepting all of him, they're just killing each other slowly.

Sorry for the long post. I badly needed to write my emotions off of my system. Now I'll just be in the cormer and look for happy yaoi moments.

seriously though, after reading smutty yaoi all through out my day and then reading this pure but addicting furball of a manhwa...

I'm glad and proud to say that my soul has been cleansed ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

So I've been trying my best not to hate Araki - I was trying to justify before on why he's being a b*tch but GAAAAAAHHH I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I WANNA BURY HIM.
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Ok so possible spolier...






















I've been stalking (LOL) the Scanlators Tumblr page --- and according to some of the post --- that there might be a Kyujo X Araki ship soon... (And I was like WTF!) ---- I'm actually trying to ship Kyujo with Sakurai (Chief) Σ(っ°Д °;)っ ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

oooooh Fei Long... I really love you!

Thank you for drugging Asami
Thank you for helping Akihito
and most of all....

Thank you for letting them meet ---- finally time for a passionate reunion s*x ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

I just finished binge-reading this one (Chapter 0 - 153). When I started reading it I thought it would be a light manhwa about crushes and misunderstandings and oh boy I was wrong. I actually like and adore the story because it's realistic - the bullying, family complications, LGBT concept and etc.

but seriously though the relationships are really complicated! - I don't know what ship to sail, I both like Junhyuk and Gun for Hanmi, and even if Seonghwa's quite the psycho he's really hot (for me).





** It's quite clear that Junhyuk likes Hanmi.
** I feel like Hanmi likes Junhyuk too - though she might not be aware of it, because if she doesn't have any romantic feelings for him Seonghwa, Gun and even Junhyuk's gf wouldn't feel bothered at all.
** Gun and Hanmi's relationship is quite toxic - I don't know if they really like each other romantically or they just simple like each other, infatuation perhaps? they're not open with each other, lack of trust and communication - but they're really cute together. maybe Hanmi likes Gun because he's different from the people she knows, you know like the boy next door type who loves his family wholeheartedly.
** Gun and Jua's relationship is full of misunderstandings - I'm glad that they were able to talk more openly about their feelings on the recent chapters - Jua's probably hurting since he feels that Gun is just staying with him out of pity since they had a misunderstanding before his accident - Gun is too dependent on Jua, Jua became his comfort, he felt that he's the only one who can take care of Jua (I'm not sure with this one but he was feeling uneasy when Jua made friends from school and he even thought of becoming a Doctor in the future for Jua)
** Seonghwa and Hanmi - their relationship is messed up, hoping for more flashback since it's still unclear on what really happened with all of them.
** Yueun and Go Jun - finally became a canon!
** Junhyuk and his gf - oh boy I hope he won't fall deeply inlove with her since I'm still rooting for Junhyuk and Hanmi - though the gf is quite smart and cool too.

and... who is Junhyuk's real father?

How about Hanmi's father? I feel puzzled when Junhyuk's (supposed) Dad jokingly told Hanmi's Mom that he might be her father - Does that mean they had a past together?



I'am so full of questions right now and having all these mixed emotions. I'm very sorry for the long post - I just had to let it all out. Thank you! (▰˘◡˘▰)

"Afterwards, Maki suspected Yukinori of having problems with Premature Ejaculation"

Konomi ja Naka to Ch.7 new Mar 3, 2018
Konomi ja Naka to Ch.6.5 : Extranew Mar 1, 2018

now it all made sense! hahaha - Yukinori's quite the seducer huh!

*quietly browsing mangago -- saw a manga that's not on my favorites list -- starts reading it*

and now I know why it's not on my list. Why? because this broke my heart.

I feel so conflicted. I'm really brokenhearted for what happened to Hirono and I can't fully hate Seono and Yuuma.
I know that Seono didn't mean to steal Yuuma away from Hirono, It's clearly an accident, what frustrates me is how he was so careless in not bringing his medicine with him and I know the reason why he was being careless is because he cannot accept being omega and hated being one aswell but still....

my poor Hirono, I'm wishing you all the happiness you deserve, the moment he comforted Yuuma and asking him to take care of Seono was so brave of him and it's understandable him wanting to cut off all contact with his family. Now call me selfish, but I don't want Hirono to end up with Yuuma, it feels like he doesn't deserve that kind of ending, I want him to have a fresh start with a different partner. Sorry for ranting, I just really needed to get that off my chest. ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ(╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Everytime Ire-read Given, it always bring tears to my eyes, wait no, it always breaks my heart into a million pieces and makes me cry out until I fall asleep. seriously.

I love Mafuyu and Uenoyama -- don't get me wrong and I really want them to end up together and make lots of babies lol, no doubt about it.

BUT...

I really have a soft spot for Mafuyu's ex --- Yuuki.

I can't explain it, It's just that every flashback about Yuuki tells me how much he loves Mafuyu, and yes even though he was drunk as hell he took it by heart (what Mafuyu told him -- to die for him) which he did, he committed suicide. Gaaaaaahhhhhddd. Im lost for words. All I know is I love him.