
what taejoo is feeling rn is the same as what the uke has been feeling , the feeling of loss, losing someone you genuinely care about to someone else, uke have gone through that phase with the help of the black haired dude keeping him not thinking about taejoo all the time but it's too bad that he's rock-headed he just haven't realize how deeply he care about the uke, he doesn't want to catch a feeling cuz he never been that type of person while the uke is diff, he is someone who is loving and shows emotion, he need care and love support to recover but at the same time he isn't allowed to catch a feeling from the kindness he receive, he's already emotionally unstable the uke is just doing what he has been told to by both of the guy so he doesn't deserve to be blame or anything, that poor guy even develop anxiety not wanting to trouble anyone, he was injured and left alone by the time he woke up, imagine waking up from a coma knowing your other half is already someone else's my heart would shattered, I don't blame taejoon though , he went through 2 different phase of loss, it must have been hell for him to go through, his feeling rn is confusing him, both of them honestly doesn't deserve this sjdhwjdj I'm emotional I wanna cry

Sorry didn’t read all of it, might read it later. But remember seme had to live 5 years with the thought that uke might be dead and something like that is not really being alive bc u are dead inside and that is waaaay worse than being heart broken.. well they will all continue to be in pain and hurting till author gives us a Happy End.
Should've confessed that he's not blind after that psycho stabbed that asshole's neck that asshole is so annoying ahshshd I'm okay with the story as long that psycho guy doesn't hurt ah in's guy best friend, he is innocent, and I'm pretty sure all the murdered victim must have done something in the past