BigBanana January 29, 2024 5:03 pm

The ending makes sense. I adore it. The story was messed up and a roller-coaster of emotions... but I like it. It feels... real. Twisted but realistic.

I like that it did not end the cliche way I expected it to which is Mihael has a change of heart and falls for Vic or fucked up route, he falls for the other dude who I can't remember the name of... lol.

I feel bad for white hair boy, he went through some shit too in his childhood... but we don't see enough of it to feel truly shitty as much as we feel for Vic.
Plus, Vic is a good dude... or at least a lot more sweet, innocent and gentle towards the one he loves... which personally I prefer far more than a crazy sadist.

I binge read this and I can confidently say it was messed up, heartwrenching (kind of) and I don't know... I'm a little numb now... and that ending was unsatisfactory but also... weirdly satisfying too? I don't know.

Disappearing and being forgotten forever doesn't seem like the worst thing to me, I guess.

BigBanana January 28, 2024 7:21 am

My favorite plot is still the one that started ch21
That one was adorable and I love how they grew old together.
The rest just don't quite compare, even if they catch my attention, as we incease in chapters I feel like the author is losing creativity. Its still fun, just not as fun as earlier chapters, ya know? I feel like we need something that'll make a bang, like, have her be a male character a few more times, do a zombie apocalypse world, have something where there is literally zero romance and just pure 'I must survive' that is short or ya know just spice things up, I don't know.

BigBanana January 15, 2024 7:04 pm

Ch7. As soon as he said 'Thats kinda disgusting' I fell in love. YES. FAIR. I agree. lol. He loves Renji ma boi so they do that stuff and he enjoys it and all that but intimacy and kissing and all that weird shit is TOTALLY kinda disgusting. First time I have related to a sentence so hard.

I might just be thinking of his words in the wrong way but, if so, until ch8 comes out, that sentence is my favorite sentence.

    Hisa January 15, 2024 8:15 pm

    Bro what I still dont understand whats exactly disgusting like the sex? The kissing? The whole beinga couple thing??? Im so lost

    BigBanana January 15, 2024 8:56 pm
    Bro what I still dont understand whats exactly disgusting like the sex? The kissing? The whole beinga couple thing??? Im so lost Hisa

    In my personal opinion, all of it. Everything. Its all kinda icky. But when you get along with someone and trust them it becomes less icky and maybe even enjoyable lol

    MirrorImage January 15, 2024 10:04 pm
    Bro what I still dont understand whats exactly disgusting like the sex? The kissing? The whole beinga couple thing??? Im so lost Hisa

    Yeah I find sex to be so overrated personally. It's not actually that great, lovey dovey couple stuff is so cringe and imagining myself doing that grosses me out majorly lmfao. Even kissing or holding hands in public embarassed tf outta me. So yeah, that's all...kinda disgusting lol.

    I AM also a sex-averse asexual so that plays a huge part lol

    BigBanana January 15, 2024 10:22 pm
    Yeah I find sex to be so overrated personally. It's not actually that great, lovey dovey couple stuff is so cringe and imagining myself doing that grosses me out majorly lmfao. Even kissing or holding hands in ... MirrorImage

    Fair, personally I find Saliva gross so kissing is weird and icky to me. Holding hands and cheek kisses and conversations are what I personally enjoy, I like when a person is honest and we can talk and connect and learn from each other. In comparison, sex and intimacy are always weird to me. Both because humans are icky and because I generally have major trust issues. Public shows of affection are also just not my thing at all. Like, I feel awkward when I see couples kissing and cuddling and stuff. I don't know how to react to them. Hugs or holding hands is okay in public but kissing is odd to me. I don't wanna see that nor show people that.

    Hisa January 15, 2024 10:30 pm
    In my personal opinion, all of it. Everything. Its all kinda icky. But when you get along with someone and trust them it becomes less icky and maybe even enjoyable lol BigBanana

    Oh thats cool but i meant in the story

    MirrorImage January 15, 2024 10:31 pm
    Oh thats cool but i meant in the story Hisa

    Yeah no we get it. We mean to say that he probably thought those things himself hence "its so disgusting" lol

    Hisa January 15, 2024 10:32 pm
    Yeah I find sex to be so overrated personally. It's not actually that great, lovey dovey couple stuff is so cringe and imagining myself doing that grosses me out majorly lmfao. Even kissing or holding hands in ... MirrorImage

    I mean i enjoy that stuff but doing it infont of others is js embarassing

    MirrorImage January 15, 2024 10:32 pm
    Fair, personally I find Saliva gross so kissing is weird and icky to me. Holding hands and cheek kisses and conversations are what I personally enjoy, I like when a person is honest and we can talk and connect ... BigBanana

    Agreed hahaha

    Hisa January 15, 2024 10:34 pm
    Yeah no we get it. We mean to say that he probably thought those things himself hence "its so disgusting" lol MirrorImage

    Oh I see thanks i was js confused because i didnt really see him dislike the sex itself in the story haha ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    MirrorImage January 15, 2024 10:48 pm
    Oh I see thanks i was js confused because i didnt really see him dislike the sex itself in the story haha ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ Hisa

    Nah but he easily gets embarassed by intimacy and never says the words i like you or i love you. It fits his character well haha

    off_by_popplio January 18, 2024 12:21 am
    In my personal opinion, all of it. Everything. Its all kinda icky. But when you get along with someone and trust them it becomes less icky and maybe even enjoyable lol BigBanana

    Um, I don't know if you are on the ace spectrum but if you are not sure/don't even know I'd recommend to look into demisexuality (coming from a demisexual) What you said really hits home for me at least-

    MirrorImage January 18, 2024 1:40 am
    Um, I don't know if you are on the ace spectrum but if you are not sure/don't even know I'd recommend to look into demisexuality (coming from a demisexual) What you said really hits home for me at least- off_by_popplio

    Haha ikr. That's why I mentioned I was asexual in a previous comment. @BigBanana sounds like she's in the ace spectrum. I gave up on demisexuality though. I relate more with grey-ace

    off_by_popplio January 18, 2024 4:14 am
    Haha ikr. That's why I mentioned I was asexual in a previous comment. @BigBanana sounds like she's in the ace spectrum. I gave up on demisexuality though. I relate more with grey-ace MirrorImage

    Damn didn't read the other comments my bad-
    Though... Ace gang rise up (???

BigBanana January 2, 2024 9:13 am

Can anyone recommend some actually decent Yuri for me?
I need suspense and drama and powa and love.
"I favor the Villainess" is literally I think the only lengthy Yuri I am reading lol

BigBanana October 23, 2023 1:54 pm

It was hot, kind of, first chapter... but... the progression is way too quick... and it just feels very much toxic... and I mean... Its still okay, but I don't really like it.
If they took more time, and they actually got to know each other and the setting was a bit different I would enjoy this quite a bit.
Like, 3 chapters is not enough.
I think it should have had 5 - 7 chapters and more progression and character development.
Also what kinda bullshit is that 'he was trying so hard from the beginning' bullshit. He raped you bro... Like... uhm?
He isn't even listening to you at all and yet you like it?
Toxic. I don't like the last 2 chapters.
Even the last half of first chap was crappy.
Like, leave the classroom sex for when you actually know each other properly lol
Yes, it was hot, but very crappy tbh plot wise, I never really got attached to the characters at all & there isn't much redeemable about the student. Like...?
Just saying, needed more character build up for him, I swear dude.

BigBanana October 23, 2023 10:01 am

Mm, I like.
Leader looks so pretty too, like dayum.
Can't wait to see what happens.

BigBanana October 22, 2023 2:35 pm

I like it & hate it at the same time.
Any better translations, btw?
Because this was kinda crap translation wise, tbh.

    Kuro October 24, 2023 5:43 pm

    Read it a MRM. Its better there

    Kuro October 24, 2023 5:43 pm
    Read it a MRM. Its better there Kuro

    *at

BigBanana October 23, 2023 8:01 am

I want more. I have a feeling there will be angst... and I like it.

BigBanana October 22, 2023 8:07 am

I like it, If there is angst I will probably enjoy...
but also... well, first, pacing is too quick...
but other than that... I can't... Gahaha... why did dog man thrust his fingers into his mouth to put meds in there? Like... you can just throw em in there...
Dudee? loll
Dieing. So funny to me.

BigBanana March 18, 2025 6:53 am

Ngl, Kinda hot.
A little fucky wucky but hot.
Progression maybe a bit too quick...
but... its hot though lol

As long as you just skip to the smut & don't over think it... its hot, kinda.
Just don't read the dialogue too much.

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