2nd thing that bothered me is the top saying "no matter how beautiful a jewel is, who cares about his feelings ?", and saying that mc didn't have to love him because he is just an object to him anyway. This doesn't align with everything else in the story ???? He literally says that he stayed a virgin all these years because mc is the only one he likes... He keeps contradicting himself it's so annoying. Also why is he acting like mc threw him out of the house after beating him up and killing his entire family like He was obviously distraught af and even kissed you !???? If his whole personality changes because the mc is sleeping around then what a fucker he is. I can understand being jealous but slut shaming and treating him like shit because he didn't get stuck in the past and moved on ?? Lame ass behaviour.
A top didn't piss me off this much in a while omg and his chara design is so fire too
Ok but why did he have to rape him at the ball !?? Im not saying the other rape scenes are justified bf yall cruicify me but like, if he was going to rape him anyway he could have at the very least kidnapped him 1st like... you claim to love him, and in wtv logic this story has he DOES love him, but you treat him like that at your 1st encounter ? Like I know he's angry because mc sleeps around and shit but it still feels unlogical... idk it just felt like the author just wanted to add a rape scene that badly, felt irrelevant to the plot and unnecessary









Okay this chapter made me realize that I don't want any misunderstanding no more let's just get to the sweet and loving part alright!?!??!?!?!