"...then even if there comes a day when I must walk the gallows, I'll be able to die without regrets." even after everything she's still willing to sacrifice herself for someone else again, that's the extent of the psychological damage that her mother inflicted upon her, made she think that her life isn't worth much. I hope she can truly change and learn to value herself, she deserves happiness ╥﹏╥
I think its more than just low self-esteem. I think our MC is a good person in spite of her shady work. She does awful things for good reasons but she still very much knows how bad her actions are. Part of her willingness to sacrifice herself is to atone for the wicked actions taken in pusuit of the greater good.
Its unfortunate,but while she feels her actions are necessary it does nothing but enforce her already low oppinion of herself :<
dafuq emperor? but im guessing the author will explain it like "that's not how he really feels right now it's just something he thought b4 meeting the twins" but of course arjen and arien don't know that and got hurt, my poor little babies ╥﹏╥
They suffered so much already, even tho they're adults mentally, they have a children's frail body and endured a lot of physical and mental abuse from that witch since birth. I understand that the emperor was also a victim, but i just cant forgive him right now. 'Kay he was forced into some kinda contract with that bitch and couldn't kill her without dying and she had his children without his consent, but still the twins weren't to blame, they are innocent and victims too. He shouldn't ever have let they stay with that witch because he knew she was a terrible person so ofc she wouldn't be a good mother. I guess it was easier for him to just act like the twins and that woman didnt exist, although in my opinion, it was his mistake. But maybe in the future the author will give us some reason as to why he just left the twins with that evil woman, like, there is a reason why he couldn't do anything, idk we'll have to wait and see. Woah this is a long ass comment nobody is gonna read this shit lmao doesn't matter i just wanted to rant lol










that's love for ya director it makes us pathetic but hey it's a good kind of pathetic so it's fine ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭