sobbing bc we barely got a glance at the back of woojins head
usually I hate cheating plots but this is the one time I condone it, I am in the stands with a bullhorn screaming FUCK YUKI FUCK HIM!!
chan & taein both really care for him they both want what’s best for him even if that means leaving, chan hesitated because he really wanted him to stay but taein pushed him away because he doesn’t want him to be miserable like them, they all lead lives that pushed them into behaving like monsters and they treated guides horribly like an emotional outlet for their anger and grief but they finally found a guide that is much much more than just a guide he’s self sacrificing and isn’t selfish, he doesn’t just take their shit which is rare as a guide, I feel like the commander is going to go really freaking crazy when he finds out he’s gone, he even changed his mind towards the end and told him to survive he didn’t want them to die together anymore
I’m not looking forward to the day he finds out he’s the shaman, although I still don’t know how he doesn’t at least suspect a little bit??
him crying in his puppy form is the ultimate heartbreaker
any bls with puppy like semes or possessive/obsessive semes??
I kind of wish it hadn’t gone in the direction that it did, I hate when characters lose all of their precious memories with their loved one…it’s so sad UGH like they’re together but it’s just not the same
when that guy said “well what if I told you we actually had sex” I wish he would’ve said something along the lines of “then that would be considered assault, I was drunk and you knew I was calling out for my boyfriend you knew I had no intentions of consenting to have sex with you” because it’s true I really wish someone would let him know that he got assaulted because he doesn’t seem to be aware
the guy with the breast cancer awareness earring needs to get his own business to mind
when he called him an idiot I almost crashed out, like why do you think he goes along with your every freaking whim, he does whatever it takes to help you and he unselfishly traded himself to get you that ambassador for the guy you “love”, why do you think he’s even your secretary in the first place?? and why do you think you would react the way you did to him leaving hmm? anyways It would be great if the author could spice it up with a jealousy and chasing arc woooo!!
ugh I wish the site where I read the novel would update, they haven’t in so so long
ugh I’m getting flashbacks to the novel & I really really despise his brother he’s sickening
not him saying “he actually has feelings for me” like keane hasn’t said & proven it in so many different ways, like why else would this man follow you to college



















