
Loved him?? In a brotherly way or in a romantic way?? If it's the latter then that's just messed up!!! That guy raped him so many times and he was clearly not enjoying it!!! But, damn, I was still hoping for that senpai to save the day....

Oh I know they're not related by blood but if he were to fall in love with Hikaru when he was raping him, then....*sigh* ok, I've read like a lot of yaoi manga's that have un-consensual sex, rape, yada yada, that stuff, and they are/end up in love with them, but this guy, Haruki is clearly suffering from what Hikaru is doing to him, but if he were to really fall in love with him then i don't know what I'd do, I was rooting for senpai(/TДT)/

You are right your emotions are right to .this is not those Yaoi where uke enjoy the sex and sex was basically meant as plot device to fasten up their relationship .this is diffrent it have realistic potrayl of rape here this show how rape can torment someone .so no hikaru is an ass an if they get togetjer in the emd this will be a complete disappointment. He made haruki suffred to the point that he dont even know amymore what is wrong or right.he dont resist he want to die .this is the worst.
Bro, that is not how you do things, lol