I need someone like the seme in my life. I could never enjoy sex because my first time was non-consensual, sometimes I don't know if it's the trauma or if I'm asexual, but I'm not capable of having sex with people or being fully present with them and I'd love someone who makes you feel at ease like Kou-san










when I saw this recently came out in paperback I was so tempted because of the cover but decided to read it here first and I'm glad I did, it wasn't bad but not so good that I need it on my shelf