
i know it looks like i'm sum masochists round here but i am addicted to stories with these heartbreaking, painful parts where ukes or semes even, realize their feelings and think its all for naught — it reallyyyyy breaks my hearttt and the pain sucksss so baaaddd but i can't stop reading it and i end up clinging onto it like a pitiful child like our uke AHHHH I NEED A SECOND MALE LEAD TO MAKE OUR SEME JEALOUS, IF IT HURTS LIKE HELL FOR ME, WHO'S JUST READING THIS, WHAT MORE FOR THE UKE HIMSELF? help minnaaa
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btw while i'm not done with the list HAVE U READ "Kashikomarimashita, Destiny" ????? IT'S EFFIN GOOD AND ALSO SOMEHOW PAINFULLL IT'S OUR TYPE (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kashikomarimashita_destiny/

this one too, there r separate stories for characters just look at the author's works (▰˘◡˘▰)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/therapy_game/

OMFG I FEEL LIKE A MOM, MY HEART FLUTTERS WHEN I SEE EM BABIES GROW I'M LIKE A MOM OMFG WITH BONUS TWO HOTTIES, ONE REAL HUSBAND AND THE OTHER ONE A BACKUP FATHER IN CASE OF EMEEGENCY AAAAAHHHH I LOVE THEM (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ (▰˘◡˘▰) i also love how this can reflect reality in a way, humans are greedy and bad, but we can find rare people who can understand us and are purely kind (▰˘◡˘▰)

well, i'm honestly captured by that kid-like that flips like a switch at times attitude by our blonde prince, got me doting for him not as a love interest but just you know, being him yayyyy CAN'T WAIT FOR HIM TO FIND A STRONG GIRL WHO DOMINATES BUT THEN HE GON DOMINATE BETTER COZ HE HIDING THE SWITCH ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

out of everyone in this story, the crown prince/violet himself knows fully that evie will hate him or like somehow gain intense anger or sadness? once she learns about it. i mean, we all know how she was hurt with that one fcking kiss and then how he said twas only a joke. if not angry, she will be sad af bc she would realize the distance and reality that she knows herself, she was only being used for political matters and not meant to be the crown princess. EVER (i guess in their standpoint). maybe violet really considers the reality of the situation and in the end he wants to protect evie even tho it means marrying her off to renok. sorry I can't rlly call our violet a bastard, maybe a martyr would fit but not a bastard. we all see he was willing to hurt himself for the sake of evie. maybe because out of everyone in this story VIOLET HIMSELF KNOWS that marrying, especially in his situation, won't be solved by love and some sort of shit because he's being treated like a slave by his father emperor and who knows if he decides to choose evie the emperor might try to kill evie or even violet for the sake of politics. THE REAL BASTARD HERE IS POLITICS, PPL. POLITICS, a real bastard even irl.
my heart hurts for evie, and for violet. evie will suffer a lifetime's worth of heartache if she never gets over violet and violet will live an empty emperor, who only tries to live through seeing evie even in seconds, pretending happy about her marriage to his best friend when in fact he's died inside a thousand times. that's why i understand why right now, he's trying to gradually let go of evie but still loving her enormously. We don't need to doubt his love because it is true af imma punch whoever says no and that he should fight for her and marry her in the name of love — my ass! he wanna fight the way he wants but he can't! why? his evie's life might be in danger, she might be criticized, humiliated because of him! and i know nothing would hurt a man more than seeing his love get hurt esp because of him.
not saying y'all should agree with me but just think about it... we cool y'all (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

well in the first place i've been waiting for some relationship improvement from jiho and dan-i, first of all JIHO PUT SO MUCH EFFORTS to meet her, give gifts, and even CONFESS TO HER A FEW TIMES, unlike our silent blue-haired, i don't hate him tho but we can say that he was lacking... in efforts, not in the face, 'kay?! LOL (≧∀≦) and as for ju-in, i don't really ship him with our mommy 'cause they really give that familial vibe, ya know? and ru-da... i did hate ru-da at first but now, we cool
i'm crying :') this be one of the mangas where i don't want the seme nor uke for myself coz i want them both for each other gourddamn it Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)