
I know this is not yaoi, that is list as ai and I’m cool with that, and cool that this is an adaptation of a novel (that may or may not going to read) and also know that some words in Chinese aren’t the same in English buuuuut I kind of lost at the “He/She/Him/Her” thing, I’m mean ok, they know that Chen tu is a male but keep calling him like if he was female, that I get that but I don’t know something seems off with that topic, or maybe is just me.
Also if anyone has spoiler about the novel, please share it with me, what the hell is the emperor going to do. And no hate but if Chen Yu stays with the emperor, hell, give everything.

I’m scared that hwan wen is going to fuck it up with yuan and tell him to go and don’t look for him again, I’m thinking that hwan wen is going to explote and Yuan is going to suffer the damage.
Yuan is sooooo pretty, I can’t even.
I feel so sorry for hwan wen, and if he tumbled down in front of yuan, I can’t blame him.
Please, let those two together

I feel robbed, I’m mean this was going so good, but then had 2 things that let me bitter.
*Spoilers*
One of them is that this is ALL about Matthew and Hayong,feels like Ian and Jaeho are the side story couple. From chap 19 till chapter 64 Ian and Jaeho only appears in main chapters like 5 time and 3 of them are to set thing up about Matthew and Hayong relationship.
The second was that are they kind of like werewolves of vampires? I was so out of place but what got me the worst was the drawing, it start gorgeously in black and white and the character were so good but since the chapter what, 20? It got colored chapters and white that the Chatacter change A LOT, the Omegas where soooo soft and small compared with the first 15 or so chapters, it was sooooo different at first and that’s what attracted towards this. I’m so damn disappointed. ( ̄へ ̄)

Yeahhh, I was a bit disappointed that most of the chapters focus on the second couple when I was skimming the raws.
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And Matthew seems super different too. Idk if he was just fronting during Jaeho and Ian's story, but I'm a bit interested in seeing that explained.
And the eye changes right? Idk what that's about either. The only thing I can think of so far is that it's kinda similar to Taehan in Love Shuttle (not sure if you're following that one or not). His eyes basically changed when he was experiencing intense emotions. I'm guessing the alphas do something similar in this one, but idk why their pupils change to slits.

It pissed me off, that the autor gave us something and the cut it at the end like “let’s finish it whatfuckever.” Thought was going well, but the more I read the more it didn’t make sense. Why put a love rival if you’re not going to give him the time it needs, why put the other member and the past history if it was going to be so meh, why the hell did you rushed the couple thing in one damn night. Maybe the author was boring and need to end it like “yeah, then they like each other and fell in love and living HEA. The end”. So much waist of my time
It was so fluffy and cute, and yeah very much real. The problems, prejudices and fear a couple can have and the way they sorted, fight or lose. The life of a gay couple to the very end, getting old, getting tired, getting ill, dying, learning to keep living without the other and finally dying. It was beautiful, really beautifully the way both of the find each other. Akita waiting patiently for His other half and Yuuki/Yuuta go following the path leading Akita whom was waiting for him. If that what’s happens when someone die, is really sad but so dam gratefully.
Cried a river, still am