
I've always avoided this manga for years because I know it was so damn sad. Today, I got the courage to finally read this and told myself it's fine, I won't cry because I know how this will end. But boi was I absolutely wrong. This manga wrecked me in more ways than one. Bawled my eyes out. It was so damn painful but at the same time really really beautiful. I'm glad I finally read it...

Oh no, this is going to be sad no matter how nonchalant this first chapter is. Hideto is dead, and I can feel by the end of this manga all of his unfinished business will be fulfilled by Yuugen so he can finally pass on and disappear. The angst... I can feel the angst... What is this love that has already died before it even lived....
Or... if the mangaka likes killing off their characters, they might also kill Yuugen so he can be with Hideto even in death. Those are the only endings I can see for this one. Either which, it's still bittersweet.

I wish there was more of Manager Kwon and Mr. Lee.
Mr. Lee was really misleading. He acts so damn flirty towards Jaehyun only to pull pranks on him and lead on Kwon and make him jealous on purpose. Their push and pull was nasty lmao but I didn't hate it. I just wish Mr. Lee's characterization wasn't of that a mischievous type, it got pretty annoying.

Man, I don't hate that Sunbae but I hate that smirk. Watchu planning, you yellow haired man

I think he was just smirking cause he saw Lotus and thought how cute hyesung and lotus's relationship is? if that makes sense..I'll try and explain it like this, I think sunbae just thinks it's funny how lotus is there to make sure nothing happens between them (sunbae and hyesung) and he recognizes how great of a partner lotus is. sunbae doesn't seem like he has any bad intentions, I think hes a good person and just cares a lot about hyesung.
AHAHHA they're all over the place, it's actually kind of cute. I love to see Takamada struggling a lot here to satisfy Yu and being so careful at preparing him, that's some development right there