i was just so taken by the two leads... while reading through this i wanted so bad for them to get the happiness that they deserve. the ending was done so tastefully, there's so many questions and things left for the readers to wonder
this got me interested in the other series that the author has too!!!!
9/10 story
7/10 smut (not too hot and heavy still beautiful)
wooooww that was such a warm and fluffy story, reading it was like coming home to a nice and clean house after long day at work, reading it was like a welcoming hug, reading it was like a glass of warm choco on christmas day!!!! all the good and happy emotions in one meaningful story!
cheers to go yohan as one of the best seme in yaoidom!!!!! caring thoughtful, a big big puppy! love soohwa too! tbh i feel sad that they never did something with his hearing, i get a slight pang in my chest when i think about how he would never get to hear soohwa's voice or how byung is the last thing he's ever heard :(
i wish they could have done more with gyoon's character!!! i totally would have wanted side stories of him and jihye...
9/10 smut
10/10 story
came here for the smut after eunsuk and junggu, but i never expected the rollercoaster of emotions i felt for this one!!!!
but i must say, i feel like eunsuk and junggu was a much much better story that made me, as a reader, feel like i could really root for the happiness of the characters... in comparison, down and dirty felt a bit... empty???? for me... like, i never understood why the characters were the way they were... it's a good piece to read, but i don't think it really stuck to me
10/10 smut
7/10 story











like whoa i can't even explain what i felt, this was such a roller coaster but i feel like i'm still so high up in my emotions i feel so overwhelmed
the angsty parts of this were so so tough to get through... it felt so raw and real that it made me feel like i was actually the one going through all the pain... the part where they broke up and were apart for two and half years BROKE ME INTO MANY SMALL PIECES i feared that i would not recover
but the author made it up with all that fluffy smut in the last 20 chapters or so!!!! their life in the epilogue was just *chef's kiss* and so yummy and tasteful... it made me feel so hot and bothered that if i had a dick, i would surely be hard AF
jaeha is hot AF and i felt for him the whole time, all thay he went through and the decisions he made because of how he was shaped by his past... and i felt for eu ho who harbored such a strong and unrequited love got most of his life, but he never gave up!
this is absolutely one of the best yaoi out there and you'd be missing out if you don't read this!
10/10 story
11/10 smut, would definitely read the epilogue again and again and again