The seme is just a total asshole. He is selfish. He started harassing his step brother since he was ignored. He only thinks of himself and not about the uke's feelings. On top of that, he raped the uke and made him bleed. He was also even being a nuisance since they're kids. He only loved himself. The reason why he wants to see the uke happy is cause he feels gratification, just self gratification.
The uke was then coerced because of sex. If it wasn't for the sex, he wouldn't even develop feelings for the seme. He felt good cause of sex; that's all the seme was good at. There was nothing in the first place.
I don't feel love between these two.
I honestly dont know how I should feel about this. Lol
The art is good.
Characters are relatable.
But the plot... Perhaps I was expecting more? Like romance? Or BL?
I do not sense any romance between characters.
Kei is in debt to Shiro since he saved his life, but nothing mentioned of Kei falling to Shiro. As for me, I see him as a straight guy helping a friend.
Shiro likes Kei since he has some obsession. He needs a constant partner to rely on, but this doesn't go as deep as loving the partner romantically. He doesn't seem to be one to fall in love.
Rin is straight since he got married to a girl from the other establishment. He's just attached to Joe since they came to the circus at the same time and have spent months together.
Joe went with Samu since they're physically compatible. And as he mentioned, he's just all about sex, money, and gsmbling.
So all in all, this is just a story of those who work selling their bodies to survive.
Don't get me wrong. I don't criticise or look down on the work and those who do it.
I was just hoping I'd read romance here. Haha Anyway, there was no romance in the tags, but it was worth a try.
Poof! (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
IMO, this is a one sided love story.
Shiro loves Kii. Kii needs Shiro to satisfy his sexual hunger. He knows Shiro feels guilty about not being able to help him in the past when he was raped.
Kii is just an asshole. He does not deserve Shiro.
That I love you during sex is because Kii loves what they're doing, not like he loves Shiro.











The seme of the last chapter. I wanna rip him into pieces. He cheated on the uke with women, he rejected and broke up with him rudely, and then, he had him raped while he's watching. He's the demon. No doubt about it.
Really makes me wonder why the uke still chose to end up with him. Where is his brain? In his ass? Meh. That is so low.
The second story disgusts me, both the seme for his attitude towards the uke and the uke's lack of self respect.