i can relate to both. but especially to my boy. because i too grew up in an awful home, and had so many trust issues, and didn't feel safe or like i should talk about how i felt. but then i met this guy who constant berated me for keeping things to myself. for so long, that it eventually became normal for me to tell him everything. he made me feel safe, and heard, and happy. an like them, i met him when we were younger and grew up together. and just like our seme, he too ran away at one point. because happiness scared him so badly.
(we ended things. unlike these two. .)
but fuck, i feel for them both on such a deep, personal level.
i would of reported him to the police and had him arrested..
(be honest. a child yul's age, wouldn't of been calm. he would of been screaming bloody murder.) (and driving without a carseat? That's child endangerment.)
the whole going cold during his attack. then feeling warmth after, and being tired enough to fall asleep. was pretty accurate. (as far as part of my panic disorder is concerned at least).
right.. the way the anxiety attack worsened while thinking that the incident that happened before might happen again is pretty accurate too... it's so similar to mine because my worst anxiety attacks came when i was riding the public transportation too...
Oh yes totally. It feels like your freezing to death and afterwards I would always sleep for 6 hours cause it's just so much stress for your body and mind. I am in love with this manga
fuck , i cried my eyes out .... T_T
i can relate to both. but especially to my boy. because i too grew up in an awful home, and had so many trust issues, and didn't feel safe or like i should talk about how i felt. but then i met this guy who constant berated me for keeping things to myself. for so long, that it eventually became normal for me to tell him everything. he made me feel safe, and heard, and happy. an like them, i met him when we were younger and grew up together. and just like our seme, he too ran away at one point. because happiness scared him so badly.
(we ended things. unlike these two. .)
but fuck, i feel for them both on such a deep, personal level.
"being with you was the only time i was happy"
this hits home for me.