
The disappointment I'm feeling rn is immeasurable, I had so much hope and trust that after finding out yesung's feelings, Raman would have the decency to treat him with tenderness and care.
Afterall yesung had to live witnessing him constantly getting with his sex friends, Raman seriously lacks tact when it comes to feelings and we've seen it time and time again. If he continues treating yesung like one of his sex partners he's going to lose him to the young guy I bet and atp it doesn't sound too bad.
So we're not gonna acknowledge the fact that he got raped as a child by someone older than him, sure they were both technically children but child on child SA is so common and as someone who's a victim of it I felt so disgusted and sick seeing how the author just romanticized the shit out of it.
Yes you can be hypersexual due to the trauma, you might even think your kinks date back to it but it's fcking trauma mate!! This was aweful I'm sorry
My same thoughts, agh! For fuck's sake!!!
Thank god someone agrees
Like I get what you're feeling but did you miss the part where Yuu says he remembered it all wrong and Kenji never did actually assaulted him as a child?
I'm not defending Kenji because the whole thing caught me off guard and threw me off the whole time but even Yuu himself was being an unreliable narrator for his trauma. The story is very clear on how their fault with each other is that Kenji had very diabolical feelings for a boy, and a child at that and he couldn't move on from that. Yuu unconsciously blames Kenji for "raping" him to which we now know around chapter 3 that he actually didn't and he remembered it wrong but he wanted to blame something or anything that turned him gay to which according to himself, ruined his life so that's just how he copes with it.