
The actual story aside; this is just really depressing to read through, because İ cant even begin to imagine his pain after losing that important person - and at 19 years of age at that. And what makes things worse is that he now has to go through that pain a second time because of this.
Usually i dont look that deep into issues faces by characters because well, you need conflict for development. But idk, this one hurted for some reason and ive never really witnessed death at any point in my life

ngl sometimes you get so stubbornly stuck up for your semi-old/weakened crush. Cuz all you have known is that you wanted to be with THEM and youve been obsessing (in a non weird way) over THEM for so long that even though you have a romantic attraction to someone else but havent realized/officiliazed it yet (in the grey area about it, like they feel mutually yet it also isnt official that theyre together), you end up using the chance you get to experience something with THEM before your crush feelings wear off. İ think it has to do with human nature..? Because it makes sense to me why he would do it with Han, and i dont really see anything particularly wrong other than me being a Hwi fan so obviously id get upset when he is upset.

i..... would their relationship be anything more than toxic though... how can they work it out... and at first i thought this was going to be another one of those manhwa moments where a bitchass guy is a bitchass cuz of his sad past (THİS DOESNT JUSTİFY ANYTHİNG, YOUR EXPERİENCES ARENT A JUSTİFİCATİON TO HURT OTHERS) but im glad that hes at least not using it to guilt trip him
İ feel bad for the student cuz imagine knowing that your teacher fucks