Ah so we are starting to actually get somewhere. Nice(▰˘◡˘▰)
Also hello mommy dearest, you've been missed （/TДT)/
Since I wrote this as a reply to a comment, might as well share for others. How did it get this long? Σ( ￣□￣||) HUGE SPOILER (READ AT OWN RISK!):
So basically this is a story about reincarnation. Long ago there are 3 Children of God (children who are loved and blessed by God). 1st child who killed his lover. 2nd child who killed her son. 3rd child who killed his parents. Because of their sin, all 3 were cursed by God to reincarnate with dark mana (or dark magic within) and remember their past lives. Once they remember their lives, they will repeat their sins. 1st child will fall in love, remember his lover and kill his lover again. 2nd child will love her child, remember her past and kill her child. 3rd will do the same for his parents. They repeat countless reincarnation like this, basically living in torment for their guilt by killing their loved ones. As you can guess, the 2nd child is our MC Aisha (I think she's the great saintess from 500 years ago who was said will be reborn again), and Abel is the soul of her child she will end up killing if she ever remembers her past due to the curse. The medication MC is taking (as seen in the webtoon) is given to suppress her power and memory so she wouldn't remember. The one supplying this medication is a priest from the temple name Mikhail/Michael (?), who is the 1st cursed child of God. And as may suspect, our MC is his past lover. Michael is planning to kill MC before he falls in love with her again so that he won't suffer the pain of killing a loved one again. The reason why MC killed her child long ago was bcuz her child was in pain/sick and she couldn't help bear to watch him suffer, so to end her child's pain, she killed him. As for the 1st child of God, he himself couldn't remember why he killed his own lover. The 3rd child of God however, watching the 2 suffer from their sins, he tried to break the curse by killing the God himself but he didn't succeed (and ended up getting cursed too, with killing a parent curse). The 3rd child of God was the most favoured and he has the power to Procreate/Create life, so he ended up creating the world for the 2 other child of God hoping for them to break the curse so they all can be free (so basically the 3rd child is the author of the book MC read).
Our poor MC will start stopping taking her medication and that's when her power and memory slowly coming back (she had both black magic and white magic in her body). That's when she realize that she will end up killing Abel if this goes on. She will want to break their engagement and ask ML to kill her bcuz she couldn't kill herself as the curse will rebound any effort of self mutilation. Oh and also she was Janes (in her past life before she dies and got reincarnated and transmigrated into current body, Aisha), the person who guided ML to save the then orphaned Abel. MC as Janes, pleaded to ML to take good care of Abel and for him to promise her to kill anyone who will come to him in the future saying that they remembered their past lives. And ML promised Janes.
And in the current timeline, after MC remembers this, she asks ML to uphold that promise. ML is totally livid and their conversation is so heart breaking. ML refused, but MC said that with the curse she won't be able to stop herself from killing Abel, and she kept apologizing to ML for dragging him into this mess of a fate. She also said that now she had black magic, she could even control ML's mind (as black magic can brainwash people) if she wants (kind of hinting she might command him to kill her using that method if he continues to refuse), but ML kept refusing and hoping they find a way to break the curse together. ╥﹏╥
Anyway, since the spoiler is incomplete and I don't have all the details, some things happened and it's happy ending! They managed to break the curse and finally all three children of God can live in peace. MC and ML got to have their happy ending with Abel, creating a happy family.
Manwhas like "sign". Like soft and cute, like yk what I mean if u know the story
To put it easy Preferably soft tops (Idk how else to say who I mean, so Ill go with top/seme)
I'm starting to feel a little bad. He seems to have no clue when it comes to emotions and feelings. He can't read other ppls emotions and he can't express his own... (￣∇￣")
So like when she gonna do the running away? Like I need to see their reaction （/TДT)/
Recommendations of manwhas like "on or off"
Like the older guy was so... yk
just dominant and caring ig (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
(And maybe older)
Don't care if Bl or not(￣∇￣")
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Recommendations for webtoons that are in the direction of "sign", "Bj alex", "love shuttle", "blood bank" etc please
I've reread them so many times
Sign is so wholesome (⌒▽⌒) so that's top choice here.
It doesn't matter if straight or not or rs with aliens any kind of webtoon that's like these. (I just ended up listing bls here but that doesn't matter, if the stories are kinda like them(▰˘◡˘▰))
72 people did / 314 want to do
Does anybody know why there are two versions of the same story, where one seems to still be fairly at the beginning and there other around chap 60? Like the art in both is a bit different but like???? ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
Who is gonna tell the boy that being blind mostly results in the other senses being way more used and relight on, so a blind person would still smell the blood and they would hear another person's breath if there are only 2 other ppl in the room (correct me if I'm wrong)
So like if he is trying to act like a blind person and he thinks just bc the corpse or the other person can't be seen results in him being totally unaware of such stuff, that ain't it. （/TДT)/
Falling down while bring pregnant could actually become an ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ issue, doesn't have to but depending it can, what did this bitch just do without thinking of the consequences (︶︿︶)＝凸