- - - - - - (Tw: s/icide & eds) I have been relapsing with EDs and S/h, switching out constantly, getting flashbacks, and having major uh suicidal urges and all that fun stuff and it’s eating at my soul And I’m feeling extremely s/icidal So I’m not having a fun time right now and need some distractions or websites or videos or literal......
Ah yes i remember when i was like 10 i tried to jump out of a window bc my parents couldn’t stop fighting and my best friend who was 14 at that time stole my bf (basically i am gay now anyway) but it was just a "prank" but i got a panic attack while we were on the phone and they told me that they were "together" and i threw things and started to ......

Okay so