I watched this when it was released 2017and I thought this beautiful( i do still think it is) but today as i read the novel ( cuz i just found out it has a book) i now realise why uke was having a hard time during their first time (i thought that it was because of his poor health) BUT IT'S ALSO BECAUSE TOP JUST SHOVED IT IN WITH NO PREP, LUBE OR FINGERING this inexperienced mf pretending to be cool xD
Uke was truly in pain that's why he was having a hard time breathing lol
I thought it's just so funny cuz in the animation it looked like he was so wet but that was probably because of all the sweat and top was fucking his thighs and buttocks before doing the penetration
Also reading uke's pov during the entire thing is really sad(the angst was delicious)
he endures the pain because he doesn't want to show any weakness even when he's having seizure in the middle of it to seonho who was being rough for their first time (Ofc mc got some pleasure too but it took a while)
From paying for the translated version up to chapter 60, I ended up diving into the MTL raws because I just couldn’t get enough. It was so good, I actually cried..AAAH I’m happy with how it ended, but also kind of unsatisfied after finding out there’s supposed to be a side story with the spicy chapters… BUT I COULDN’T FIND IT FREE. From what I googled, it was posted on Kakao it’s paywalled (of course( BUT I can’t get in since it requires age verification with a KR number, which I’ll never have. OMFG I’m gonna lose hair!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Maybe I’ll just have to wait for the translation to catch up and hope they also do the side story… but that probably means waiting another year or so ;;;; [] ;;;;;;
nooo, I didn’t need 20 phone numbers! I was also confused because in the past, that was my main problem in ridibooks too!(that's why i don't use the site that much) But earlier, they didn’t ask me for a KR number at all.. just fill in my birthdate to “prove” I’m 19+ LOL (w/c btw i am) and then i was able to open the contents, So I just kept making fresh Gmail accounts, linked them to Ridi, and repeated the whole birthday thing until I got through all 20 chapters











give him your fingers, don't be a pussy now. LET HIM EAT IT. ALL OF IT. HUH HOW ABOUT THWT YOU PISSOFSHHITNWUKSDMS
You're gonna find out he is not a pussy
did he literally cut off his finger?
In the novel, he did