So, was he feeling scared or pleasure? I don't understand at all... I don't quite understand about bdsm, but that sounds painful to me? I thought the strength would be adjusted with sub's tolerance of pain, no?
if i may jump in here and say — as a fellow dom, the way he acted in THIS translation has me sick. BUT apparently it was wrongly translated, so it looks like the sub wasn't enjoying himself when really, he was. so the problem here is more the translation, rather than the author. in conclusion: translation, shit portrayal, novel, good portrayal.
Seme's not the one who messed their relationship, it's uke. Uke didn't even try to make a reason except saying "who knows". Actually, I'm relieved that seme is not blindly in love with uke anymore. Seme is in doubting phase rn, confused by uke's action, eventho he's still in love with uke. Welp, this is nothing compared to what uke did to seme (drug scandal, cutting seme's connections, intended to ruin seme's movie).











How come a love story of 15 years old boys is sweeter and gentler than mature love stories out there? This is so innocent and not full of drama and cute and lovely and flirty everywhere eventho they're not couple yet and I want to protest to the author to make them grown up already and be together forever