
I know I joke around about me wanting Apollo and how he turns me on (because he does). But I’m so sad for him too because i kinda know what he’s going through, I was never married but I did have a partner and they also slept with someone else. We were in a monogamous relationship so I did not understand why they were so nonchalant about it, their attitude hurt me more. Sex with another person IS cheating! Even though the human being is not a monogamous animal by nature, our social and cultural structures have shaped us that way. Of course there are exceptions like couples in a polyamorous relationship, but when you are under the agreement of a monogamous relationship I expect exactly that. It hurts deeply when your partner betrays you like that. It hurt me so bad that I was not ok even after a year of ending the damn relationship. To this day I still have so much trouble connecting to another person romantically because I fear being betrayed like that again.
They are both so incredibly sexy I can’t even omg